new kid (Judd birch x reader)

science, and scare (4)

i walked into my science room and saw jess, blade, and kallen sitting in the back. i continued to walk towards them. when i heard my teacher call out "y/n l/n?" . "yea, thats me" i replied with a smile. he let me sit with my friends. i sat down and blade scooted over right by me and started checking on me. "are you okay ? did he do this to your neck ? what happened?". "haha, im fine, dont worry. and no, judd didnt do this. its alright". thats when i noticed judd had this class too. or he was staying in here for an unknown reason. im not sure. after this class i had lunch, so i was excited. i started to fill out my chart on different genetics, and adaptations. as my teacher talked. a lot of people were looking at me and whispering. i got super anxious and started overthinking as to why they'd be whispering and looking at me. did they see what jake did? no- the hall was empty. did they see judd being nice to me? no way, everyone was too scared to look at him-- maybe its just because i dress different. yea, that must be it. i just look different. i stopped thinking about it and put my earbuds in, to hide in my own little world while i was doing work. Science class hasent really ever been my favorite, so to me the period dragged on and on. in reality, it was only about 45 minutes but those 45 minutes couldn't have taken longer to pass by me. although my music did make it move faster.

(tw: same shit as last time) i heard the teacher tell us to pack up and get ready to head to lunch. finally. me, jess, blade, and kallen walked out of the room and started walking to the cafeteria. we stopped by our lockers to put our stuff away, and i saw a face i wish i hadn't. jake. only this time he was with the other boy from ela. i pretended not to notice the two of them standing by my locker. i finished putting my stuff away, and flipped around as fast as i could so i could try to run to the cafe and lose the boys in the crowd. no luck, one of them grabbed onto my wrist. it hurt, but not too bad as my cuts were about a week or two old. i still winced at whoever this other kid was grabbing them though. i turned my head back to look at them and tried to pull my arm back. no luck, he just pulled onto my arm and slammed me against my locker. my knees got weak , so i just slid down onto the floor and had my knees in my chest. "you were right, jake. she doesnt fight back much" i heard the other guy say above me. "i dont lie to ya". i was scared shitless, i couldnt fight off one of them and now theres two ?? shit, man. my eyes started to tear up as i got more and more anxious and scared. the two boys squatted down in front of me, jake to the left, and other fucker to the right. i felt a hand pull on my arm again, it was jake, he was looking at my wrist. "oh look jake. your new toy's a broken cutter girl." . they both laughed and i yanked my arm back and thats when the tears came running down my face. "awh shes crying, too. we havent even done anything for you to cry about yet" jake commented. i was shaking so bad and i didnt even know what to do in this situation. it was terrifying. i got so tired so quickly and i didnt know why, i assumed it was from crying. crying makes me tired most of the time. i lifted my head and leaned it against my locker as they kept leaving more comments. most creepy things, but they were acting super sex-traffic-y. gross. i had stopped crying, and i just felt, and im sure looked, numb. the other boy grabbed onto my neck right where jake had. i had no reaction visibly, but it hurt. "hm. her neck is small as hell... perfect". they started scaring me again and tears started flowing from my eyes quickly.

i didnt know what they were going to do to me, beat me, kill me, trap me in a locker or something, i didnt know. thats when my fight or flight kicked in. i slapped the other kid in the face as hard as i could. when he moved out of the way i took off running. i got to where you turn the corner to head to the cafeteria when i felt a hand on my arm, and i had run into someone. the person i had ran into got me out of, who i assumed to be, jakes hold and scared both the boys off. my eyes hurt and my vision was blurry with tears still falling from my eyes heavily. i whispered a thank you to whoever that was without looking at them, and ran to the girls bathroom. i locked myself in a stall, pulled my knees into my chest again, and put my head down. i sobbed uncontrollably for a minute, until i heard a familiar voice calling out to me. "y/n? dude which stall are you in?" . it was jess. i didnt say anything, just punched the stall wall. "ah" she said. without hesitation, she climbed over the door and jumped down next to me and sat on the floor with her arm around me. "what happened..? tell me about it, im here hun". i told her everything that happened. "these two boys shoved me against a locker, i sat down, then they started saying gross things about me to each other like i wasnt even there. i felt so unsafe. one of them called me a broken cutter girl, and commented on my body, and it jus-" i was cut off by the feeling of tears pouring down my face, and jess hugging me. i hugged her back and cried. she told me it would be okay, and shes here for me, and all that sweet stuff.

eventually we pulled away from the hug. "how'd you know i was in here?" i asked. jess let me use her make up to fix up my own. "haha, judd told all 3 of us, but obviously blade and kallen couldnt come, so im sure they're panicking in the cafe." she said. i laughed as i finished fixing myself up. "how long are the lunches here ?" "i think 50 minutes ". "how long have i been gone ?" "like 20". we both walked out of the bathroom and walked into the cafe. i saw blade and kallen right away. jess called out to them and they came running over. they both hugged me and told me how happy they were that i was okay. i thanked them and we walked together so i could get lunch, i ended up just getting cheetos, and a monster. i wasnt too hungry anyways. the four of us walked into the hall so i could eat out there and not get too overwhelmed. that was a good choice, it was much calmer in the hall. i appreciate these dorks a lot. we talked stuff through, and as soon as it had started, lunch ended.