new kid (Judd birch x reader)

part 29

a/n: alright guys. multiple people have been requesting smut both in the comments and in my messages, so, that will be included in this chapter. please keep in mind that i find the general way that smut is written to be very cringe, yet at times enjoyable. if you dont like parts of it, or dont like smut, please dont bother commenting hate or saying things like "ew" & things like that. i do accept constructive criticism of the smut in my messages, so if you have feelings that you wish to share on them, please do so in my messages. for the people that like reading smut; please, do enjoy this part of the chapter! and for those that do not wish to read it, ill mark where it begins and ends, and you will not need to know specifics of what occurs in the smut for future parts of the story. knowing that it was something sexual is enough knowledge of the events about to occur. alright im done with my little a/n now, enjoy !

i raised an eyebrow and turned my head. what did that mean? why is he always like this.

"okay...? well i do, so bye" i said, stepping forward to push him out the door.

(smut)

he scoffed and smiled a little, and i stopped dead in my tracks. i knew what that meant, and i knew his thoughts were right. i didnt want him to leave. in all honesty, i wanted him pinning me against the wall with my wrists above my head, and leaving little purple marks all down my neck and chest. but im not like him, i dont have the confidence to just SAY that! does ANYONE other than him have that level of confidence?? i dont know. but i know what im silently hoping will happen. and what im hoping he'll catch onto.

i could feel my own thoughts making my face turn red. for gods sake, i could feel my heartbeat in my EARS. AND HE WASNT EVEN DOING ANYTHING! he stood there with his stupid arms crossed, slow blinking at me, and moving his eyes between my face and (covered) chest. i saw his smirk grow slightly the more i felt my face heat up.

he takes another step closer to me, and grabs the side of the door behind him, closing it quietly behind his back. i felt my heart somehow beat faster as i took in a deep breath. god it felt like i hadnt been breathing at all this whole time. another step closer to me and i stepped further back. i dont know what i stepped back, i wanted him on top of me at that very second. but my instincts made me back up. i wanted him to take what he wants, i didnt want it to just be handed to him. i just gotta hope he could read my mind in a sense and know that.

i was brought out of my thoughts by hearing his voice ringing through my ears.

"quit it." he said

i wasnt sure if i knew completely what he meant, theres a lot of things i could stop doing. so i just cocked my head to the side.

thats when i saw his expression change a little. he was smiling less, and his eyes were full of a mix of anger and lust. and thats what i wanted. i wanted him more angry. i knew itd be more fun if he was mad.

he sighed lowly, sounding more like a growl than anything.

"drop it." he said

if i wasnt red as a tomato before, i sure as hell was now. fuck i want to but what if he doesnt like what he sees? i can hope he does but what if?

again, my thoughts were interrupted. this time, by him moving quickly towards me, and ripping my towel away from me, and pushing me backwards onto his bed. before i could even comprehend what had just happened, he was on top of me and grinding his hips against mine while he started leaving hickies down my neck.

i could feel him growing inside his pants, making them tighter and tighter. the butterflies in my stomach had dropped to between my legs.. id never felt it like this before, and i LOVED it. and i wanted more. i dont know what "more" encompassed specifically, but i want more. more of him. i loved feeling his hands run up and down my sides while he nipped at my neck, i loved the warmth of his body radiating off of him and hitting mine, i loved feeling his hips hitting mine, i loved it all. and i wanted him.

moments later he was flipping me over, bending me over the side of his bed, so that i was face-down in his blankets. behind me i could hear him fucking with the belt on his jeans. i could feel the excitement building up in the pit of my stomach, but nervousness made me close my eyes, and push my face into his blankets. a second later, he was grabbing my hips and grinding himself against me again, this time with only our underwear separating what we both knew we wanted desperately.

"turn around" he said lowly.

confused, i turned around and sat on his bed, facing him. i saw him rubbing himself through his underwear when i turned around, as expected. but what i didnt expect was him gently putting his hand on my cheek, and saying;

"youre so beautiful."

that killed me. i dont know if hed ever called me beautiful with such weight and depth in his voice. that little compliment was enough encouragement for me. i reached forward to help him feel good when-

*knock knock knock*

oh for fucks sake.

i quickly grabbed my towel from the floor, wrapping it around me as judd pulled his pants up, rolling his eyes and- groaning? growling? i dunno. once we were both situated, no less than 10 seconds after the knocks, judd opened the door angrily, checking to see who'd interrupted us.

"who the fu-" judd cut himself off

"oh my fucking GOD NICK" he yelled and slammed the door shut

youve gotta be kidding me. NICK INTERRUPTED US????

this shits killing me.

A/N:
heeeeey guys.......sorry i disappeared, my phone offloaded wattpad and now im finally back and just read all ur comments on the last chapter. ik this fuckin smut chapter is kinda like. a cliffhanger? its bc i want to see ur guys' opinions on how i write it so far, and then ill either continue the same or do it differently depending on how u guys like it!! so comment plssss!
ALSO what kinks n stuff should be involved in smut, i dont wanna cross any lined with u guys but im willing to write about basically anything thats not like. p3dophilia. or a scat fetish.
BUT YEAH COMMENT AND IM SORRY FOR EDGING U GUYS LMFAO COMMENT AND LMK OPINIONS!!! BYE BYEEEE

-emo bitch <33