the things you never thought would happen

First day, 1

" Jasmin get up!" My mom yells at me, its my firts day of high school.

Me my mom and my siblings moved because of my dad, we dont live with him because he is abusive. I live with my mom and siblings, im the mittle unwanted child. My older sister moved out, And i barely see my younger siblings they spend most of the time at dads because they dont know what hes done, Theyre so young and innocent. I struggel a lot with self harm and suicidal thoughts, I just hope this school is good.

I get up and get changed, Im going to a private school and wont be home unless its break. I got up and and washed my face, got changed and did a ' no makoup' makoup look with a slight bubble gum pink lip wish some lip gloss. "Im ready." I yell back to my mom from my room, " Come and eat breakfast you're going to be late" She yells with a slight tone of anger in her voice. I get downstairs and speed eat my breakfast, I dont finish it sence i dont wanna be bloated for my first day of school.

My moms already in the car wating for me , I get outside to the car, My mom is driving me in her Porsche, My family has never really been poor but rather wealthy. Thats why im going to a private school, They think it will teatch me a little and make me a so called 'Better 'child. We get to the school, Its huge bigger than our mansion, As soon as i walked in, i Layed my eyes on this tall guy with curly brown hair, and the deepest blue eyes. He was walking towards me, I can tell hes a trouble maker. " Who do we have here? A new kid." He says he gets closer and says " What might youre name be?" " H-H-Hi I-Im Jasmin" I stutter, God how stupid can i be? Stutter on my first day, In front of a bully? As i tried to walk away he tripped me, I felt humiliated, They start laughing and i fell all eyes on me, This really kind girl came up to me and helped me up, They soon helped me find my class and told me who to avoid

" That bully was jayden, if i where you id stay away from him" she said. " no shit " I whispered to myself, The girls name was jesica, The guys name was james, " dont call me jesica tho, call me jess " She said. I suppose she hated her name just like me, " Call me Jaz " I said I hated my name for some reson, It didnt fit my personality at all.

After school and all of the shitty lessons, I tried to find back to my dorm. It took me some time but i found it, Only to find a party nex door. I wanted to just litsen to music in peace but i couldnt hear my own thought. i had enough i went over and knocked hard on the door, Only to find Jayden at the door,

He was clearly drunk, Really drunk. He still had that grin on his face. He stepped out and closed the door behind him, Me, and Jayden in the halls, all alone nobody there, i wanted to just walk away but something told me not to. " WhAt Do YoU WaNt? " he said with a tired voice and a really strong smell of alcahol coming from him, i couldnt admit it but his voice was, was, was just really dark but sweet to, "C-Can y-you keep it d-down p-please " i said, " whatever you party pooper " he said. How childish, i couldnt study or sleep because of the music, so instead, i left the doorms and went outside to explore and just be alone a little bit.

Wow, i said to myself, ive never seen anything this pretty, especially at night, its a calm watter fall and the stars are reflecting from it. this is my new safe spot, I stayed there and slowly drifted of.

                                   

I woke up and checked my phone. SHIT... Im so gonna be late. i ran back to my dorm and quickly threw on something, I put on some concealer and mascara. I got to my first class it was something to do with potions, Jayden was staring deep into my soul. But all i could think about was his deep blue eyes and curly flowy hair, " Jasmin care to tell me what i jst said? " Mr Enzo said, Enzo was our teatcher. I didnt know what he just said tho i was staring att jayden... " I Didnt hear you i you care to speak louder mayne i would! " i said loudly,

At Lunch

" That lesson was so annoying i swear " Jess said, " But you were baddass standing up to mr Enzo like that " James said. " It wasnt really! Its justthat everyone in this school are spoiled and just getting their way so they sit tight and have fantisies about each other secretly " i Said without thinking, They both looked a little bit shoked but i didnt really care.

After school

School was over. But Jayden had bullied me even more today, but for some reson, I couldnt stop thinking about him. I went to my dorm and studied a little bit. While litsening to music OFC, But even after that i couldnt stop thinking about him... Jayden, I put on some clothes and there i was. Standing there, infront of his dorm,. I took a deep breath before knocking, Three times exactly, I waited a couple seconds. What am i thinking, I say to myself while turning around to walk away. Right then, The door opens and he sais " Why hello there, Still thinking about me? " Why did he sound so proper, And what was i doing. I turn around and se him standing there, " Just gonna stand there or are you gonna come inside? " He asks, I could se he was tranining because he was sweaty but that wasnt a bad thing cause his abs, Oh my they where sining,

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Oh shit, What am i doing in Jaydens rooms?, I say to myself, " Shit,Shit,Shit " I accidently said out loud, " What? " Jayden asked as he sat infront of me. im not gonna lie, The way he effects me is unbelivable, " So why are you here? " he said,

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"i-i" I stuttered," Spit it out, " He said. He was nice but mean to me its so confusing, " I WANT YOU" I shout

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