the things you never thought would happen

Tears Of Blade

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS TALK ABOUT SELF HARM

JASMINS POV

I push him off of me and Quickly throw on my clothes and storm out of his room, im running down the halls to my dorm while tears start forming in my yes and my vision becomes blurry. I get to my dorm and shut the door, I heard him Shouting after me. No this cant be, please just say this is all a dream make it go away. I lock my door and lay under my covers. At this point im crying enough to fill a whole sea! My eyes hurt. Every tear feels like a blade it hurts so much.

I took out the box from my bedside tabel. There they are, the reasons im alive. i take one out eager to feel something, anything... " SHIT " i acidentally scream out loud. I cvt a bit deeper than i was thinking. But i mean it was one of my sharpest blades so im not exactly suprised but it felt good it felt like something. I kept going for idk how long, than i relise. fuck. fuck. fuck. What have i done, i say to myself while screaming on the inside.

I hop in the shower and put it on the hottest. It stung but in a good way. I got out and put on some band aids. with some i mean a whole packet. i put on a pair of over sized sweat pant and a oversized hoodie too. i change my bed sheets because theres salty tears and bl00d all over it. I lay down and just stare at the cealing. while thinking about just ending it all. Everything.

                                                                         JAYDENS POV

What happend? did i do something wrong? Did i hurt her? So many questions where running through my mind. the biggest one being. Is she ok? i could hear her screams. i run to her dorm and knock. What was i doing? Im not supposed to care about her, it was just gonna be a one time thing anywasy. I shouldnt care. I dont care. But thats a lie i care the most. But still i walk back to my dorm. Me Jayden darksfield being seen with Jasmin Rossieson? No I cant that will ruin my reputation, what is this feeling im feeling. I lay back down in bed, but some how im still thinking about her.

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