Now what?

𝐅 𝐨 𝐮 𝐫 𝐭 𝐞 𝐞 𝐧 （𝒞ℴ𝓇𝒾） ᵏᵃᵗᵉᵛˢᵗᵒʳⁱᵉˢ ᵒⁿ ᵗⁱᵏᵗᵒᵏ

I flutter my eyelids and I raise my hand to my face, holding the bridge of my nose when I shake in pain. I bring my hands back and see my hand covered in blood. I start to recall what happens and then I panic. Violet. Where's Violet. Where the fuck is she?

I unbuckle my seatbelt and I fall on my head. I groan in pain and open the door, enough for me to slither out.

I grip the wet blades of grass, mud digging into my fingernails. I dig my hands into the mud and pull myself over to the passenger's side. I groan as I reach the door and my whole body is like it's paused.

I stare at the state Vi's in. It's awful, it's really really bad. I've fucked up this time.

My hands cover my face as tears begin to pour out of my eyes, trailing down my cheeks and hitting the floor.

There's a massive cut on her arm, fresh blood still spewing out, the left side of her face is badly bruised with cuts covering her face.

She looks so hurt yet so peaceful. I crawl over to Violet and yank open her side of the door. Blood is falling down from the roof and I almost cry when I see her face properly.

I put my arm around the back of her head and undo her seatbelt so she falls into my arms. She groans, loudly and her eyes start to fill with tears.

She tries to push off me and she twists her head in agony and looks at me. Her bottom lip wobbles and it's like she stabs me in the heart. "I'm sorry baby. You're going to be okay" I cry, caressing the good side of her face.

She cautiously lifts her hand up and puts it on the side of my face. "I'm scared, Cori" she nutters. I give her a sad smile. "I know, Vi. But I will come with you. I'll never leave you" I promise as I kiss her hand.

She smiles through her tears and that's when I hear ambulances and fire engines pull up. They sprint towards us carrying med kits and stretchers. The Paramedic grabs me and tries to pulling me away.

I look at the paramedic "no, I can't leave her" I cry. He looks at me, his blonde hair falling infront of his face. "I know it's hard to leave her but you have to so we can.."
"No! I know you think that but I promised her. I can't leave her." I demand.

He shoots me an apologetic smile and shouts over more paramedics. "CORI!" I hear Vi scream. I push through the Paramedics who were holding me and limp over to Violet.

I grab her hand and kiss her knuckles as she is laid on the stretcher. "It's going to be okay baby" I smile as I feel paramedics grab my shoulders, beckoning me back. "It hurts" she groans. I nod, understanding. "I'm tired, babe. Promise you'll be with me when I wake up?" she asks.

I nod frantically as they try pulling Vi away. "I will sweetheart. Stay awake for me, ok?" I shout back as they run off with her. I don't hear her respond. I let the people check me over as I watch them put Violet in the ambulance.

The second the blue lights come on I start shaking, rapidly. Everything becomes blurry and the last thing I remember is the paramedics laying me down.

I wake up in the hospital and I'm attached to machines and Adam is sat in a chair beside the bed. Where's Violet? He should be with Violet not me. I get up and rip out all the wires that lead to the machines. They start screaming at me as I limp out to the doorway.

"Violet?!" I start shouting as I look through ward doors. "Cori! Lay down!" I hear Adam shouts as he runs after me. I feel him grab my hip but I smack it and carry on.

"VI!" I holler, praying she hears me and she's ok. Doctors come running at me and guide me to a seat. "You should really be in bed, sir" a nurse says. She looks really tired. Her black her in a messy bun, glasses hanging on the edge of her nose and eye bags which are almost as dark as her hair.

"I will. Once you tell me where Violet is." I demand. She nods, grabbing her clipboard "Just over there" she points. I follow her arm and see a room by itself in the corner. The lights are dim and it makes me worry.

My bottom lip wobbles as I stand up and pull myself over there. I relax my breathing as Adam grabs my shoulder and nods, giving me the confirmation I needed.

I walk in and she's asleep, she looks awful. I gasp, throwing my hands on her face as tears fill them. My shoulders begin to shake just imagining how much pain she's in.

I peak through my fingers and I see her tossing and turning. I walk over to her and lay on the bed next to her. Above her bed is a reading "After Op" I'm guessing it's after operation.

She looks up at me and smiles. I lean to her and kiss her cheek on the right side of her face. "You'll have a scar" she informs me. I nod and brush my hand against hers. "I know baby, don't worry" I smile.

She gives me a smile in return and buries her head into my chest. "I love you" she mutters. I almost gasp, but I just smile even bigger.

"I love you too"