am i the problem? ziggy katz x fem reader (On hold, coming back soon)

~6~

☆°•°you're the reason i live°•°☆

After staying in the hospital all night Ziggy's parents gave up the hope he would wake up that day, the doctors confirmed he would be in a coma for atleast a few days, if not a week.
Y/n never got the news of Ziggy attemting and being in the hospital, so when she came to school she was suprised by his absence, was he sick?
Maybe i took to much of his blood, and now he is probably sick or to tired to go to school.
I might aswell just call to ask what's wrong

She grabbed her phone and called him, after a while his father answered
'Who are you?' He asks
'Oh, i'm y/n. I'm Ziggy's girlfriend' i answer
'Well how nice to finally talk, Ziggy has told us about you. Why are you calling y/n?' He says
'I was just wondering why Ziggy isn't at school' i say
'Well y/n, Ziggy attempted suicide yesterday. He is in the hospital right now and is in a coma. If you'd like you can come over to see him after school' his father tells me
'Omg, i'll come ofcourse. I need to know if he's okay' i say
'Well, we'll see you after school at the hospital then' his dad says before hanging up on me
'Oh Ziggy' i say out loud.
I feel a tap on my shoulder, it is Lila
'Hey Lila' i say in a sad tone
'Y/n what's wrong?' She asks with concern
'Ziggy attempted suicide yesterday, he's in the hospital. I feel bad, i should've been there' i say
'Wait he attempted? Ziggy? He would never, he has a perfect life, a lot of followers and such, him? This is a joke right? he cant possibly?' Lila says chuckling a little in disbelief
'No, it is true. I called him and his father answered, i'm going to the hospital after school' i say before walking to class

Lila's pov

'Wait he attempted? Ziggy? He would never, he has a perfect life, a lot of followers and such, him? This is a joke right? He cant possibly?' I ask with a chuckle since i dont believe it
'No, it is true. I called him today and his father answered, i'm going to the hospital after school' y/n answers before walking away to her first lesson
My first lesson was very much boring, mostly even with boring classes i would concentrate but this time i constantly zoned out, i was thinking about what y/n told me.
'He attempted....he's in the hospital......'
Focus Lila i say to myself constantly but it doesn't work, i eventually got dizzy, my head spun and i closed my eyes. It was to much information at a time
'Sir can i go to the toilet?' I ask my teacher
'Yes why ofcourse, you may' he says
I quikly make my way to the hallway and to the girls lavatory
'Shit what are you doing here?' I hear y/n's say as i spot her coming out one of the bathroom stalls
'Oh hi y/n, i wasn't feeling very well, i had to get out of that classroom, it was to warm and the teacher doesn't want to open the window's' i say, which was partly true because the teacher never opens the windows
'There is something you're not telling me' y/n says blankly
'And i may or may not be concerned about Ziggy, i dont know why. I mostly dont care about him, but this just hits hard for some reason' i say with a teary eyes
'If i'm honest, i want to see him to' y/n tells me
'Even tho he is quite annoying with his talks about his music and supposedly knowing stuff about politics and such, i gotta atmit that i deep down have a soft spot for that boy' i say with hesitation
'He can be quite a dork, and very much annoying at times, but trust me. There is more to that boy than you think' y/n says
'Like what?' I ask
'Well, he isn't super social or good with words. He's very secretive about his home life and parents, and worst of all. He has never really cared about anything outside his own imagination, i think it's all just a game to him' y/n says
'Why did he do this?' I ask
'I really dont know' y/n says
'I gotta go' i say before walking back to my class

~after school~

Y/n pov

As soon as school was done i make my way to the hospital, i ran as fast i possibly could, told the receptionist that i was visiting and who i wanted to see
I ran as quikly as I possibly could to where Ziggy's room was. His parents were standing next to a door, i walked up to them, 'hello' i say
'Hi, you must be y/n' his mother says
'Yes that's me' i say awkwardly
'Well i'm Evelyn, nice to meet you y/n' Evelyn says
'Nice to meet you to Evelyn' i say
'Ziggy's over here' Evelyn says before leading me to a closed door
'Thank you' i say before going into the room.
I walk up to Ziggy, he looks so pale. And it hurts me to see him like this.
'Hey Ziggy, it's me y/n' i say sitting next to the bed
'Oh Ziggy, why did you do this to yourself?' I ask him even tho i know he wont answer
'Please wake up soon, i miss you' i say, tears escaping my eyes
'Please wake up my love, i love you Ziggy' i say before i give him a kiss on the lips.
I decided to stay for a while, i hold his hand in mine and just quietly whisper and sing to him.

After leaving the hospital i went back home, my dad wasn't home yet so i could do whatever i want, i just chilled in my room watching youtube video's.
Nothing much.

~after a while~

After i ate, showered, i went to bed because i have school again tomorrow.
It was hard to sleep, with everything that happened to Ziggy. But i eventually fell asleep.

Evelyn's pov

I stayed in the hospital all night, i had to work tomorrow but at the moment my biggest priority was my son, the doctor just went into his room to change his bandages and give him some extra medicine, i think. She seconds later comes rushing out screaming for help, i heard a long steady beep from my son's room. What was going on?
Nurses and doctors run into the room and shut the door behind them. Everything went quiet again, i was scared for Ziggy, i didn't know what happened, i decided to stay untill i know what happened to him.

☆°•°i will stay right by your side, untill the bitter end°•°☆

Well, i hope you enjoyed, this chapter came later then expected
I hope you enjoyed!
Byebye
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