She'll Never Be Me

Chapter 2

I woke up in my bed already knowing that Jason had to put me here I turned to see Jason on his phone I looked up at the time on the cable box and it read 2:25 what was he doing up on his phone at 2:25 in the morning? I got up and went to the bathroom when I got done washing my hands I went and laid back down. "So how was work?" I asked. "It was coo" he stated. "That's it. Just coo." I said with an obvious attitude. "Yes. Ok look it was Fucking awesome! One of the best days of my life. Happy?" He said annoyed but I really didn't give a fuck. I don't even know what I did so bad. Ok I don't eat with my husband in the morning SO what I have a job to attend to I thought to myself. "Jason you really don't have to be a asshole! You know what" I said as I stood up and turned on the light.. "What is all this about because to be real I'm lost." I said. "Thats on you" he said. "Jason it's like all of a sudden you just woke up this morning and was like I'ma be an asshole to my wife" I said. ""Do you know how you sound right now? Tanisha you must really be that blind." He said. "What?" I asked confused "You are so busy doing heads that you don't even have time home. You always out you never even pay attention to what goes on here AT HOME. answer this one thing for me tanisha!" He said and continued. "When was the last time we actually spent time, or we went out or you even coming to my job dinners or parties or better yet when was the last time we made love? Yes you kiss me hear and there but making love? Nooo you to tired or not tonight babe have you forgot that you had a man? I'm not even trying to sound like a little bitch but damn!" He yelled. "Well I'm sorry for trying to pay bills and keep a roof over our head." I yelled. "I bring more money in this house You don't need to. you choose to! I can take care of us but YOU won't let me!" He yelled again. Seeing him so angry just got my emotions going its not my fault I'm independent and believe in taking care of me and mines. "You know what! I'm sorry ok! I'm sorry for standing up for what I believe is right! I'm sorry for being the worst wife! Ok!" I yelled now crying I got my pillow and went to the guest room. I went straight to sleep.

Waking up I got in the shower,brushed my teeth and dressed when I got done I walked down the stairs of our penthouse to see Jason sitting on the couch "football Sunday" I thought I grabbed a water out the fridge and my purse to head out the door I decided that I would stop by karinas since she blew me off last night..I was walking past the couch when Jason grabbed my hand.. "Where you going?" He asked. "Out" I said. "Out where?" He asked. "To karinas" I simply said "For what?" He asked. "Because...that's my Bestfriend and I want to see her and Eva'" I said annoyed "But I wanted to talk to you. Or are you going to put her before me to?" He said "Not even" I smiled and spoke sarcastically. "What's up my adoring husband?" I asked. "Cut the bullshit." He said before turning the Tv off. "Look I'm sorry about last night but you have to understand that babe I miss us. I miss all the things we did. And it's like your showing and fulfilling everyone else wants and needs but me. I apologize for the way I talked to you last night I really do love you" he said kissing my lips I looked at him for a while before I spoke sighing "Jason I'm sorry I haven't been paying attention to you and giving you your wants and needs I love you so much baby forgive me?" I asked now pouting he looked at me for a minute then gently grabbed my face and kissed me I instantly pulled him on top of me and begin to kiss him deeply he groaned and pulled away. "You should get going babe" he said "Wait what?"I asked ready to take his clothes off I wanted him so bad. "You said you was going to that girl house" he stated "don't worry babe when you get back ill have a suprise for you." He said winking and kissing me, even though I didn't want to stop I got up fixed my clothes and headed to Karina's house. When I got there I seen her car outside "Yes!" I said before I got to her door I knocked and not long after karina came to the door. "Uhh tanisha hey. What you doing here?" She asked "I just came by to see my Bestie" I said as she let me in I walked in to see little Eva' in her playpen I walked up and picked her up "oh my god look at god mommy's baby getting so big. "Yupp and she's walking now with her bad self" karina said. "Awww" I stated I put her down and she begin to walk just seeing her made me think about me and Jason having kids of our own one day. "Come on let's go in in the kitchen" karina suggested. She Sat Eva' back in her playpen and we went into the kitchen. "Wine?" She asked. "Sure." I said she poured us some wine and we sat and just begin to talk... "So how is everything?" I asked "it's good, Eva' and I are doing a lot better. And you? How are you and Jason?" She asked. "We getting through it." I said "so have Eva' seen her father?" I asked. "Oh yea. A lot more actually he comes almost every night now." She said. "Awww that's really good" I said "but if you don't mind me asking why nights?" I asked "oh because he works a lot." She said "Ohh so give me juicy details what about you and him?" I asked "to be completely real with you I love him. And plus I know he loves me he's just in a little situation right now." She said before I could finish the conversation my phone rung...I picked up knowing it was Jason.

Me:hello?

Jason:baby what's taking you so long?

Me:I'm talking to karina.

Jason:that's coo but I'm ready for you to come home.

Me:alright baby ill be home soon ok?

Jason:hurry please.

Me:alright.

"So no kids yet?" She asked. "No but I been thinking about it you know? Maybe it's time for me and Jason to have one." I said "what does he say about it?" She asked. "We haven't talked about it." I said. "Mmmm" was all she said. "Well I gotta go or he will be one angry man." I said laughing. "Alright" she said. before completely walking out I turned to her "How about dinner tomorrow at my house?" I asked. "Uhh I don't th-" she started "come on Bestie it's like we barely talk anymore please?" I pleaded "alright" she said. And with that I got in my car and headed home "finally things in order" I thought.....

{hope you enjoyed this little chapter. Next chapter WILL be in karina's POV anyway thanks Vote Comment and Follow!! #muchlove }