She'll Never Be Me

Chapter 6

I woke up with the worst headache I spent most of last night crying and screaming at Jason through the door he kept apologizing and asking me to open the door he even tried braking in but i told him if he did then everything that I could pick up would be thrown at him. He finally left me alone like around 3 in the morning I sat up and looked at my phone to see that it was 2 in the afternoon. I have never slept that long. Getting up I went into my room to see no Jason thank god I grabbed my hollister sweat outfit and headed back to the bathroom after showering and stuff I grabbed my phone and called karina...

Karina:yea?

Me:what you doing?

Karina:with my mom. Why?

Me:oh I was wondering if you wanted to go to the mall or something?

Karina:can't sorry.

Me:it's coo.

Karina:alright Bestie.

Me:alright.

I hung up then called Versa...

Versa:hello?

Me:hey Versa.

Versa:oh hey girl wassup?

Me:what you up to?

Versa:nothing really why wassup?

Me:want to get out?

Versa:sure like where?

Me:the beach and out to eat

Versa:sure.

Me:alright ill pick you up.

Versa:alright see you soon.

I hung up with her then went downstairs and made a sand which. I heared the door close Ignoring it i grabbed my purse. Heading out Jason stopped me. He leaned in to kiss me but I moved. He sighed...

"Babe" he said

"Bye Jason" I said

"Oh so it's Jason now?" He asked

"Bye." I said

"Babe I know your mad a-" he started

"No you THINK you know!" I said

Sighs "atleast tell me where you going?" He asked

"Out." I said

"With?" He asked

"A friend." I said

"Don't fucking play with me! it better not be a nigga I don't mind beating a nigga ass!" He said

"Bye Jason" I said

I snatched away from him then got in my car and headed to pick Versa up when I pulled up she was already outside.

"Hey girl!" I said

"Hey!" She said

"Well lets go" I said excited.

We pulled off and headed to the beach we got there and just begun to walk around...

"Sorry about last night" she said

"It's not your fault." I said

"I know but that was really fucked up! I felt bad" she said

"It's coo I'm just tired of his bullshit! He came home trying to apologize after treating me like shit" I said.

"Damn that's crazy" she said.

"I was beyond pissed. I mean all my 2 years of being with him he has never treated me like that till like a month ago." I confessed

"Well look I'm not going to stand here and give you that fake ass "girl leave his ass" because that's only bullshit, I say talk to him. Ask him discuss what can be done on BOTH sides." She said

"Yea your right but I'm just so angry about last night!" I said

"I know. I would be to but look at it like this he is a lawyer do you know how stressful that is? Being bothered by rude people often isn't the best. Always look at it in his perspective too." She said

"Damn I'm tired of saying your right" I said laughing

"Well I'm just being honest" she said laughing.

"Damn. So what's going on with you?" I asked.

"Oh nothing really. Umm I been at the shop doing YOUR heads." She said laughing.

"Ohh I'm sorry girl ill be back tomorrow" I said

"Oh I'm not complaining because the money looking just right" she said laughing

"You is something else lets hurry to Bj's I'm hungry." I said laughing

"Alright" she said

We walked back to the car then headed to Bj's, we parked then headed in, ordered and talked my phone begin to ring like crazy...

"Jason?" She asked.

"Yea" I said

"Answer." She said

I sighed then picked it up...

Me:what?

Jason:baby where you at?

Me:I told you out!

Jason:why are you still so angry!

I didn't even comment back, I just hung up...

"Well damn girl" she said

"Can we just eat?" I said

"Sure" she said

My phone kept ringing but I ignored it. After we ate I went and dropped her off home. When I got home there was rosé peddles leading to the kitchen I followed and there stood Jason... He grabbed my hand and helped me in my seat. I must admit it looked real nice part of me was adored but the other part was still mad. He sat down and placed a plate in front of me....

"Look baby I know what I did was fucked up! I am truely sorry! I did treat You like shit yesterday it was just so much going on that I got irritated and took it out on the wrong person." He said.

I really didn't have anything to say so I just begin to pick at the food. he just looked at me until I was done. I got up through the food away and put my plate in the sink then walked upstairs to see more rose peddles with candles around the bed I rolled my eyes... And before I could walk out Jason was walking in...

"Don't like it?" He asked

"It's nice" I said

I was about to walk out but he stopped me..

Sighs "then what's up with the attitude?" He asked

"I don't have a attitude Jason. I'm just trying to go lay down." I said

"Look I know your mad about last night but damn! We can't get through things until we both give it 50/50" he said

"Oh so now you want to give it 50/50 lately I have been giving the whole damn 100" I said

"I know and I'm sorry baby. I've fucked up bad! I'm just trying to make things right! It's like I'm slowly but surely losing you and baby that's the last thing I want to do! You are my world!" He said

I just begin to cry I can't help it. I was just tired of everything I was even tired of being mad. Jason just held me and kissed my forehead while telling me 'its going to be alright' I just hoped so...

"Baby please stop crying. I hate when I cause you pain" he said

After I got my emotions together I looked at him and kissed him. He deepen the kiss and laid me down on the bed.. Tonight I was going to let all the anger and hurt go and make love to the man I love.

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