Do I wanna Know? Style/Stendy

14- explanation and tears

Wendy's pov

Craig got up and left after his phone went off. He told me to talk to Kyle. I sat there in silence for about twenty minutes, just thinking. I know I should talk to him but I just don't really wanna know how long I was being played for, and considering the fact Kyle hasn't been to school in a week how he was played too.

I pulled out my phone, thinking of what to say to him. How do I even say what needs to be said? How do I tell him that I don't blame him for anything, he was under the impression that we broke up. Stan was the one who told him differently, it's all Stan's fault. Right?

Wendy: Hey do you think you could come over? I wanna talk

Sent

The three dots appeared and disappeared a few times before I got a reply.

Kyle: Sure, as long as you're not going to just yell at me the whole time.

Wendy: No, I just wanna make sense of all of this...bullshit mess Stan put us into.

Kyle: I'll be there at seven

Wendy: okay, I'll see you then

I looked at the time, 5:31. About an hour and a half before he'll be here. My parents weren't home. Business trips like always so I made myself some supper and put on a movie. I decided to watch Mean Girls because I just love it so much. The movie was over and I was cleaning up my dinner when I heard a knock at the door, "One sec!" I yelled.

When I go to the door kyle was awkwardly standing there, "H-hi Wendy,"

"Hey Kyle, come in," I move aside and he walks in. I shut the door as he sits down on the couch. "I just wanted to know why he did it, I mean I knew him for so long and I loved him for so long he was the only person I wanted to be with and now I just can't stand to see him. I just want to... feel okay, y'know?"

Klye looked at me for a second before looking at his shoes, "Stan he...he is..he has a really hard time making decisions, he always has been. A-and I guess he couldn't decide," Kyle tried to explain but he just seemed so out of it.

I gulped, "How long have you guys been going out?" I stared at him, scared to hear the answer.

"Since the party," Kyle whispered, "I'm so sorry, he told me that he broke up with you for good,"

I choked back tears as we slowly looked at each other. "That long," I muttered. Kyle had a sorrowful look on his face.

"...Wendy..." Kyle started but then stopped.

"I'm not mad at you, I know the feeling of being so in love," I told him. Kyle stood up quickly and headed for the door "Wait, why are you leaving?"

Kyle sighed, "Even if you say you forgive me doesn't mean I forgive myself," he took one last look at me then left.

I sat there, thinking about how two weeks ago everything was fine. My mind was clouded and foggy. I barely remember going to school and for the life of me I can't remember what I learned.

At lunch I sat by the front office, sitting there eating my sandwich. I saw butters walk by so I waved at him. But he didn't look back at me. Was he mad? Has he heard something about me? I know Stan wouldn't be above spreading a rumor about me. But then he turned his head fully and smiled at me.

Butters walked over, "Hiya Wendy!"

"Hey Butters, how come you didn't wave back at me?" I asked, confused and a little upset.

"Oh! That's because I'm blind in my left eye." I stared at him in shock, "By the look of your face you didn't know that,"

I smiled, "No, I didn't,"

"Yeah Kenny hit me in the eye with a ninja star and now I can't see and the eye is a different colour and I have a cool scar!" Butters exclaimed. He seemed almost too happy for such a terrible sounding accident. Butters rubbed his knuckles together, "Do you wanna hang out later, I wanna go check out this new restaurant in the mall,"

"Of course, I'll meet you here at the end of the day and we'll head over there," I told him as he sat down to eat with me. I felt so happy in that moment, it felt like nothing could change how I felt.

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I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING! I HAVE HAD MUSICAL AND NO  MOTIVATION BUT I STARTED WRITING A LITTLE BIT MORE!