Do I wanna Know? Style/Stendy

18- Kyle, I love you!

Stans pov

**Blocked**

SHIT!

He fucking blocked me! I really just wanted to talk to him. Tell him I feel bad about what happened.

I dropped back on my bed, my phone going out of my hand and onto my pillow. "God. fucking. Dammit." I muttered. I just need to say sorry. "ShIT" I threw the football on my bed across the room. It hit a picture frame I had on my bookshelf. It fell over and glass was scattered all over the floor.

"What was that?" Mom yelled from her room.

"Just a picture!" I screamed back

"Clean it up!" she screamed

I sighed and got up to clean it up. I picked up the frame to see the picture fall out. The back read 'SBF's for infinity', curiosity filled me and I flipped it over. There was me and Kyle playing video games. I remember mom took the picture and we both were so focused we didn't even notice that she had done it until she was taking another one with the flash on. We were so mad she had taken the first one. So she took more. I felt tears prick my eyes, I sighed and stood up. The picture fell out of my hand and I walked out my room. "Where are you going?" mom asked.

"Out," I replied as I put my shoes on

"But y-" mom started to say but I slammed the door before she could finish what she was saying. I was walking quickly to his house. Once I got there I felt all the confidence disappear but I was determined to talk to him.

I knocked on the door harshly, it took a moment for someone to show up. I was faced with Kyle's brother, Ike. "Stan..." Ike started, "Go away,"

He started to close the door but I shoved my foot in the way, "please let me talk to him! I just want to apologize!" I pleaded.

"He told me what happened and you suck big time!" Ike kicked my foot and shut the door.

"Please! Just let me say sorry to him!" I screamed, banging on the door.

After a minute or so the door opened, "I swear to fucking god Stan if you don't get the fuck outta here I will fucking kick the shit out of you!" Kyle screamed, then he slammed the door in my face. I heard something fall inside, followed by a swear. With a sigh I walked home. On the way home I saw Wendy leaving Tweeks house. I was going to go up to her but when I did in the boba shop she bitched me out.

I walked home, alone and sad. The two people I really loved want nothing to do with me. When I got back mom was sitting on the couch. "Stanly where have you been?" she asked as I took my jacket off.

"Out, why?" I asked, "Not like you really cared before,"

"I've cared! I've always cared!" She said, mom sounded really hurt. I felt a twinge of guilt looking at her face.

"Sorry, but y'know it's not really important anyway," I started to walk up the stairs.

"This isn't like you!" she started, "I don't know you anymore! Stan, people in this town talk. I think I know what's been going on and it has to do with Wendy and Kyle." She followed me up the stairs. She tried to grab my hand but I pulled it away. "I think you need hel-"

"You don't know what I need!" I yelled, cutting her off. I took a few steps up as I glared daggers at her.

"Stan," She said in her 'pissed off mom tone'

"Fuck. Off" I spat. She sighed and stormed down the stairs. It took a moment to really register what I had said, "mom I-"

"Nope, Stanly. I'm 'fucking off' like you suggested!" I heard the back door slam shut.

Shit

I walked into my room and threw myself onto the bed. From outside the window I heard the car start. She just left. I need to say sorry. I didn't mean it like that at all.

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It's been some time since I last posted, very sorry for that. BUT don't fear because if not today then tomorrow I'll be putting out 2 more chapters. :)