Do I wanna Know? Style/Stendy

8- How to screw yourself over 😋

Stans pov

Fuck, my head is pounding. I slowly sat up to see that I was on Cartman's floor. I don't even remember coming here. I let out a huge sigh and went back to sleep because fuck Sundays.

Monday rolled around and I felt better. Everyone was talking about how that was the party and how much fun it was. I had fun, around midnight is where I last remember.

SHIT......I fucked Kyle. God what do I tell him? What do I tell Wendy?

Stan: Meet me at our spot, 20 min

Kyle: sure

I sat on the stairs waiting for him. No one ever used the stairs because they led to a dead end. Something happened like ten years ago and they sealed it off but left the staircase. Kyle and I are mostly the only people who come here, but sometimes the goths are here when it's really raining outside.

"Hey Stan," Kyle said sitting down next to me.

"Hi dude, I uh just wanted to talk to you about the party," I said. Fuck why am I so nervous? He's my best friend.

"Is it about the backseat? I'd just go to a car wash and let Kenny pay you for it if you're so pressed," he told me. What happened in my backseat? Whatever, I'll look at it later.

"No not that, us having......sex..." I looked down at my shoes and waited for him to say something.

He sighed, "That's right, well I enjoyed it but you're probably gonna get back with Wendy soo-" I did the cliche of kissing Kyle to make him stop talking. But it worked.

"It's over, I love you," I know it's really early to say that but I do love him and I have for a while. Besides I've said 'i love you' before so if the context is different is okay, right? "Wanna go out?" I asked.

Kyle smiled, "Of course, I had sex with you, I'd love to go out with you," I kissed him one more time.

"Oh wait, can we keep this between us? I haven't come out yet," I asked him.

Kyle smiled again, "Sure I'm still in the closet too," We got up and went back to class. I know this is wrong but I can't be happier.

After school Wendy comes over and she stays till nine. Her and I fool around and once she leaves I feel bad about doing it but I can't tell either of them because if I do they will both hate me. But what do I do? Break up with one of them? Date both?