haikyuu | kenma x reader

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fukunaga looked at me once again, "y/n, i want you to be honest with me and i swear on my life i wont tell anyone..." he started, i gave him my full attention, "do you like kenma?" he asked, i was unable to speak...i was nervous, i was scared.

"fukunaga...if im being honest, yes...i think i do but i dont know how to tell kai..." i siad, i could feel tears forming in my eyes, the boy brought me in, giving me a hug, "its okay y/n...i'll help you." i smiled at him, i was always able to rely on fukunaga, he was like my other brother, he was always there for me.

i looked over and saw riley laughing at kenma and for once i actually witnessed kenma burst out laughing...i felt like i was worthless considering i was never able to make him laugh like that. i felt my heart being tugged at as i saw him get closer to riley. at this point all i wanted was kenma...to be held in his arms but i knew i could never be there. "y/n...dont look at them, here lets play a game." fukunaga said softly, pulling out his phone. i looked at him.

"what will we play?" i asked, "well, i do have this game called geometry dash and im not gonna lie, i suck at it," he laughed, i smiled as i grabbed his phone. it cant be that hard, its just a mobile game. i waited for the first stage to load, it said 32% had been completed...in practice mode. i moved my hands into a comfortable position before tapping quite aggressively in order to jump over the obstacles.

"arent you a pro?" fukunaga teased as in my first try i beat the stage. "beginners luck i presume," i replied at him with a grin, i gave the phone to fukunaga and he began the second stage. he did surprisingly well before he died at 68%. "aww shucks.." he muttered, handing me the phone once more, "this is definitely harder than the previous stage," i said, starting it. "miss tetsuro, put the phone away." the teacher said sternly, everyone in the class looking back at me, i could hear riley snicker and out of the corner of my eye, saw kenma slightly chuckle. i felt tears well up in my eyes before i ran out of the room, i could hear fukunaga calling out for me.

kenma's pov

riley practically shoved y/n out of the way in order to sit next to me, i was happy to finally see her in person however she was really clingy and it was obvious even to me that she had feelings for me. i didnt mind of course, considering i couldnt stop her from liking me but it just felt wrong. i saw y/n and fukunaga sitting on the opposite side of the room playing some game on their phone. then the teacher's voice could be heard, "miss tetsuro, put the phone away." she sounded pretty pissed, riley slid a drawing of the teacher to my desk in which she snickered at, however, i couldnt tell if it was at the drawing or y/n getting into trouble, however i chuckled softly at her image, "arent you an artist," i whispered, adding devil horns to it. i looked up after earning a nudge from riley and saw y/n run out of class, fukunaga chasing after her.

"whats wrong with her?" riley laughed, "she miss her mommy?" i looked over at riley, "dont be slack man," i said slightly seriously. i returned my attention back towards the teacher as she continued her boring teachings.

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class finished, y/n nor fukunaga returned and so i walked to the lecture hall by myself and to my surprise saw y/n and fukunaga already there, i walked up to them, "y/n are you okay?" i asked, she turned her face away from me. is she mad at me? fukunaga shrugged and i sat down next to her.

the entire class, the pair would whisper to each other but it was inaudible for me to understand so i just played a game on my phone. every so often i would glance over at them, in hopes of catching an idea of what they were talking about. i think it was obvious by now that i had slight feelings for y/n but there was no point in me trying to get with her considering she was with kai. "just tell him y/n, im sure he'll understand," the black haired boy whispered, loud enough for me to hear. him? what is she telling kai? i wanted to ask but it wasnt my business. i looked over and saw y/n's eyes as they began to tear up, in fact it looked like she was crying before class, or at least before i got here.

first person pov

i sat in the hallway against some lockers, fukunaga sitting next to me, "you okay?" he asked, i finally bursted into tears, "i saw kenma and that riley whore...they were snickering at me when i got told off, i dont mind if i get into trouble, but this riley girl...i dont even know who she is and she seems to hate me!" i cried, leaning. my head against the male.

fukunaga embraced me (A/N: boyfriend of the year goes to fukunaga) as i cried in his arms. "look y/n...you have to be honest with kai and with kenma, i can try and get something out of kenma but i cant really help with the kai situation..."

i nodded into his chest, sniffling. the biy helped me to my feet and i went to wash my face before the next class, luckily it was in the lecture hall so i could hide in the back row. we waddled to the back seats in the top left corner, the bell hadnt gone yet so there was no one else present. eventually when the bell did ring, the hall flooded with half of the second years, there must be an assembly... i saw kenma approaching us and he said something to me but i ignored him, facing to fukunaga. the whole lecture was just kenma playing his game and fukunaga trying to give me advice.

"just tell him y/n.. im sure he'll understand!" he whispered, quite loudly, i twiddled with my fingers, "i dunno...i feel bad," i admitted.

end of chapter

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