lev's sister came over, asking me and riley if we were alright. i could feel the grey eyes of riley pierce through my head.
eventually we all left, kenma came home with kuroo and i. but before the pudding haired boy could enter the car, riley marched over and placed a delicate kiss on his cheek, "bye pudding," she giggled, once again, the nickname made me cringe. my brother must've seen me cringe as he whispered to me, "i agree."
i looked over and saw riley giving me a dirty look, i rolled my eyes, honestly im sick of her bullshit, i flipped her off before entering the vehicle.
i sat with kenma, he played on his switch while i scrolled on my phone. "you guys hungry?" kuroo asked, kenma and i hummed.
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exiting the car, i saw we were in front of an american restaurant. i looked over at my brother and raised a brow. "its better than pizza, or sushi, which we always eat," he argued, i nodded in agreement.
sitting down at a tale, i sat across kenma and kuroo. kuroo did that head point, mouthing, you gonna tell him? i shook my head. i needed it to be perfect. i grabbed my phone and started messaging fukunaga.
y/n
how do i tell himmmmshōhei
be honest, dont rush it. you have to be patienty/n
im so scaredddd ahhhhshōhei
ur certain u like him?
like 100% sure?y/n
110% sure
we're out eating rn, i'll think of a way to tell himshōhei
kk good luck/ / / /
this would be harder than i thought...
placing my phone beside me, i looked over at kuroo, he was whispering something to kenma.
kuroo's pov
y/n was busy messaging someone, i took this as an opportunity to talk to kenma. "so you like y/n..." i whispered, he gave a small nod. "so whats with you and riley? how are you gonna get rid of her?" i asked, intrigued. he typed something on his phone and showed me.
i have no choice but to be honest with her i suppose. im the reason she came to tokyo anyways.
i looked at him, confused before he typed more.
i told her to come to tokyo, hopefully she could draw my feelings away from y/n, but clearly she took advatage of it. i told her i liked y/n, since then riley has despised her.
"what the fuck?" i whisper-yelled, y/n still had her attention to her phone. riley really does like kenma but he has no interest? and wanted to use her...i gave him a slightly disgusted look. nothing could've prepared me for that. but i was curious...why does he want to forget his feelings for y/n? "why are you pushing them aside though?"
look at her, firstly she's my best friend's sister...she's way too good for anyone at that, she's pretty, smart, funny, caring. everything from head to toe on her is pure. i was jealous kai had her for as long as he did.
my eyes widened, by now y/n's phone was placed on the table, her eyes fixated on us. "do you want y/n.." i asked him finally. he answered with a nod and a small, very faint smile.
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heading home was a little awkward and in order to lighten the mood i started a conversation. "you guys wanna hang out tomorrow?" mostly said this in order to help kenma, he's head over heels for y/n, he has been since elementary.
kenma wanted to sleep over so i brought him back, y/n headed straight for her room. "she must be exhausted," i said, chucking my keys on the counter. "remember when you guys were younger...and you and y/n kissed?" i brought up. kenma turned his head to me, "vaguely yes." we made our way to the living room, "y/n has no recollection of that, but you liked her then too didnt you?" kenma looked down, for the first time ever, i saw him blush. kenma...blush? never thought i'd see the day. i chuckled, "you've waited so long for her."
first person pov
i went straight to my room as soon as we got home, i was way too tired for all of this. i just needed a way to tell kenma. there's no way i'll let riley take him from me.
i plopped onto my bed face first. i was so stuffed from all the food and just wanted to sleep, the breakup has also contributed to a fucked up sleep schedule. although, i have gotten over it, its still hurts that i backstabbed kai like that.
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morning came round, i remember kuroo ahd asked if we wanted to hang out. i quickly showered and got dressed before exiting the room. "you're up early," kuroo commented, he was sat beside a sleeping kenma. i walked over, sitting on the other side of kuroo. "how long has he been sleeping for?" i asked in a hushed voice. "he just fell asleep about ten minutes ago," kuroo answered before getting up.
i was now left alone with kenma, kuroo went to get ready. i took this as an opportunity to try and kick riley out of the picture. snatching kenma's phone from under the cushion, i typed in the password and opened his messages.
riley...she didnt have any nickname of any kind. i was intrigued in how they texted and so i read his rexts with her.
riley
how long r u gonna like y/n for?
i though u wanted to be w mekenma
i told u b4
i just need a way to get over her
i have no chance wit herriley
mk then ly puddingthat was their last message. i paused, scrolling back up. how long r u gonna like y/n for? my heart skipped a thousand beats. does kenma like me?
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i wanted to tell her to just get out of his life, i wanted to message her and tell her he doesnt want her. but i couldnt come to doing it, she seems to genuinely be interested in kenma, whether or not he likes her back, its up to him.
i copied her number onto my own phone and placed his phone beside him. my greed and pettiness was starting to get the better of me. i've waited too long and pushed these feelings away for far too long now. its as if i cant live without kenma. switching my phone on, i texted her,
y/n
hey :)xxx-xxx-xxxx
whos this?y/n
kozume doesnt want you, stop trying so hardxxx-xxx-xxxx
wut r u on abt...
who r uleaving her on seen was the only thing i could do. if kenma wont make a move, then i will.
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