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24

it's been a few days since the party incident.
han didn't hear from seungmin or jeongin, but he decided to let it slide.
maybe they just needed some time to process what happened between them and needed some space.

minho came by every single day to check on han, since han took a few days off. he just wanted to have a few days without any responsibilities, and minho or any other artist didn't need him right now, so he was free to do so.
minho wasn't fully sure that han will take care of himself like he should, so every single morning before he went to JYPE, he came to Hans house and cooked him a breakfast, checked if he took his meds and told him to have a good day before leaving.

to be honest, jisung wasn't really sure how he felt about it.
he really liked that he had someone who cared for him after three years of loneliness, but at the same time, he felt confused.
he felt happy when minho came, he felt his stomach doing a weird things when he saw Minho smile and more than once he caught himself being excited for Minho to come and being sad when he left.

it was....weird.
those feelings couldn't be love...even tho, how could han even know? he never understood his emotions.
he just couldn't.

han was just taking a walk, listening "stars and raindrops" he wrote for seungmin on the way.
he just wanted to enjoy some fresh air and he was in a good mood, so why not?

he had to admit, from the time he stopped taking his meds, he felt so much better. it was like being high without taking any drugs. he felt no worries and just enjoyed his life how it was, and he loved that feeling.
that feeling of...freedom.

I mean, who wouldn't want to feel like that, right?
without any worries, without any sadness, just enjoying his day like it would be his last one.
that was the peace he was looking for.

he walked inside a cafe.

"hello, what can I get for you?" the barista asked

"oh, can I have one americano?"

"of course. you can go sit, I will bring it to you in a while."

han smiled and nodded, before leaving to sit at a table that faced the window, so that he could watch what was happening outside.

like the barista said, he brought him his americano and han smiled at him, which made that poor barista blush a little. I mean, who wouldn't? han was just too adorable with his cheeks and pouty lips.

the barista left and han drank his coffee while swinging his legs and enjoying the song he was listening to just now. ( I'm currently listening to "NIGHT DANCER" by imase, so imagine he's listening that👍🏻 )

after a half of his coffee was gone, he decided to take it with him and and walk again. I don't know, he just enjoyed it.

he got up and with little jumps left the coffee shop, together with his coffee and a big smile.

he walked for a while, when he noticed a familiar face.

"YAH, LEE MINHO!" han shouted and Minho turned around, looking for the person who just called him, when his eyes landed on a little squirrel waving at him and coming ( more like jumping ) closer to him.

minho smiled and started walking towards the younger.

"hi han, what are you doing here?" Minho asked

"I just wanted to walk I guess. what about you? shouldn't you be training?"

"yeah, but hyunjin and felix had to leave early, and I thought it was for no use to stay there, since all of the back up dancers needs all three of us to orientate, so the teacher told us that we can leave early today."