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47

( a/n: this might be confusing, but it's the same day like the last chapter, but somehow in Minhos point of view )

minho hanged up the phone and immediately threw himself on the bed, falling asleep almost instantly.

few hours later, his alarm went off, and with a groan, he turned it off and got out of bed, making his way to the bathroom, showering.

just as he was walking out of the bathroom, Chan came inside the hotel room with breakfast.

"good morning." Chan said with a smile.

"oh don't good morning me, I feel like shit."

"then go sleep earlier you dummy."
Chan rolled his eyes and put the bag with breakfast for Minho on the table.

"are you excited for tomorrow's concert?"

"yeah, I want to sing the song I wrote for jisung there."

"really?"

"yeah, I mean, it's going to be two months since I last saw him."

"mhm. do you miss him?"

minho sighed.
"so god damn much, I just want to place kisses all over his dumb adorable face."

Chan chuckled.
"you will be able to see him when you have concerts in Korea."

minho hummed, knowing that information.

"well, you should get ready. we need to be there at 10am."

minho whined.
"that's literally in half an hour."

"yeah, you should speed up."

•~•

few hours later, he and chan made their way to get some lunch.

the stage was perfect, everything was working perfectly and minho was just glad he can have his lunch at peace.

they decided to get some sushi, and as they were sitting at a table, Chans phone rang.
a message appeared on the Lock Screen.

Chan immediately took his phone and he had the biggest smile when he read the message.

minho smirked.
"damn bro, who got you smiling like that?"

Chan looked at him.
"no one."

minho rolled his eyes.
"cmon, spill the tea, now."

Chan sighed.
"okay. well, you know the famous rapper seo changbin, right?"

"oh, yeah, he's under jyp too, right?"

"yes, well....hes also sort of my boyfriend?"

"DAMN DUDE WHAT?!"

"yeah....its a long story."

"and I'm ready to hear it."

"shut up and eat."
Chan said and stuffed Minhos mouth with a piece of sushi.

•~•

minho was sleeping the entire day, making sure he has enough energy for the concert.

right now, he was sitting on a chair, getting his make up done.

in half an hour, the performance will start.

the time was cutting short, and minho was now completely ready, standing on the platform that will lift him on the stage.

he took a deep breath.

"okay mimho, the show is starting in three...two...one..."

6:00pm hit on the clock, and the lift started going up, revealing Minho.

the crowd was going crazy over him, and he started singing his first song.

the concert was going really smoothly, and whenever minho sang a song that Han wrote, he was smiling to himself, knowing damn well that his adorable squirrel boy was singing together with him.

he really enjoyed being on stage, dancing, and doing everything that he loved.
it send so much adrenaline in his body, and he loved it.

before he knew it, two hours passed and the concert was getting to its end.

after singing drive, and after the crowd calmed down a little, minho started talking.

"this concert is actually really special, because it's been two months since my tour started."

the crowd started cheering, but minho put his finger in front of his mouth, shushing them.

"it's been two months since my tour started, and it's been two months since I lastly saw one specific person. they are supporting me every step I take, and they are watching me right now. I'm so thankful to them, and I'm super proud of them.
so, I asked my best friend, my vocal teacher who's here with me, shout out to bang chan!"

the crowd started cheering and minho looked at the back stage, where Chan was smiling back at him.
after a while, they calmed down and Minho continued talking.

"as I was saying, I asked bang chan to help me write a song for this special person, which he happily did and he created an instrumental for me, love you Chan, so, you guys are going to be the first one to hear this song, which is called <sorry, I love you>."

the crowd started cheering.

minho smiled to himself, imagining hans reaction.

minho could see the articles already.

*lee knows concert: does lee know have a partner?*

*lee know admits that he has a partner. who could this mysterious person be?*

the truth was, he didn't give a shit.
he was doing this for his love.
and that was all that mattered.

the song started playing, and Minho started singing.

"Sorry that I like you, I'm sorry
I'm sorry for liking you
Sorry that I like you, I'm sorry
If liking you is wrong
Sorry that I like you so much, I'm sorry
I tried to hide my feelings, but I guess it was too obvious
I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I like you"

minho was looking straight into the camera, singing this to his adorable boyfriend.

"I can't, I can't hide my feelings for you anymore
I bravely take a step closer to you
But this step was never easy
I made up my mind long ago, but I still needed more time
But maybe I took too long
Our timings were off, I feel like I'm being punished
What I did to get closer to you was rather
Building a wall between us, I'm speechless
I blame myself, I blame you
I don't know whom to blame, my resent grows
Trying to break down the wall between us just brеaks my heart
While making my mind up, I missed thе most important one, you
When I gave you a movie ticket, you were just so happy
But now I'm unintentionally pressuring you
I just wanted to be with you, the two of us, together
The tickets were just an excuse"

"To be just friends, you're too beautiful
To just stay as friends, I know I'll regret this so
I decide to express my feelings
I want to be more than just friends
I like you too much

I try to hide this feeling that I can't control
I get carried away by this feeling that I can't control
With you being so irresistibly charming
I should have looked away, yet I'm mesmerized again
The time waiting for you
Feels like waiting for a traffic signal at a four way street
The fact that we've grown even further apart than we were makes me weary
Because of my honesty, there is no relief, all that remains is regret"

minho was smiling, still looking into the camera, imagining it's his boyfriend looking straight back at him.

"Sorry that I like you, I'm sorry
I'm sorry for liking you
Sorry that I like you, I'm sorry
If liking you is wrong
Sorry that I like you so much, I'm sorry
I tried to hide my feelings, but I guess it was too obvious
I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I like you"

the song ended and the crowd started cheering, minho smiled into the camera, so excited to call his boyfriend after this concert.