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40

when jisung woke up in the morning, he noticed that a really nice smell was coming from the kitchen.

he lazily stretched and got up, opening his door and walking towards the kitchen.

he saw minho, cooking something that would definitely be delicious.

"what are you making?"

minho jumped a little.
he didn't hear the boy coming behind him.

"sungs, oh my god, I really need to get used to this. you will give me a heart attack someday." minho chuckled, putting his hand on his chest dramatically.

jisung smiled.
"sorry."

"how are you even doing that?"

"what?"

"moving without any noise."

"I don't know, it probably comes from growing up in an abusive household." jisung chuckled.

sudden awkward silence fell on top of them.

"...did I ruin the mood?"

the boys looked at each other before laughing.

"come here." minho said and pulled jisung into a hug.

they were hugging for a while, enjoying the moment they shared together.

minho didn't want to let go.
he really didn't.
he never really realized how much he cared about han before he saw him on the bridge.

he will never forget that sight.

jisung pulled away from the hug and smiled at minho.

"what are you making?" the younger asked, casually looking at the food minho was preparing.

"your favorite breakfast. or I at least hope it's still your favorite."

jisung smiled when he saw the food.
"yeah, still my favorite."

minho smiled and put the food on a plate, putting it in front of han.
"enjoy." minho smiled.

"wait, you're not eating?" jisung asked, confused.

"not hungry right now, I will eat something later."
Minho said as he was cleaning the kitchen.

"aish, cmon, have a bite."
jisung said and put a little of his food on a fork, standing up and going to minho.
he motioned minho to open his mouth, which minho eventually did, and jisung fed him.

"see? it's really good." jisung smiled

minho chewed the food, smiling at the boys adorableness. 
"yeah, you're right. I should totally go into some cooking program or something."

Jisung chuckled.
"dont say that, there is a possibility that I will actually send an application under your name."

Minho rolled his eyes playfully.
he knew that jisung was, in fact, capable of doing that.

but he also knew that han is too kind to do that, and even tho he would probably do that if he got the chance, he knows that minho is famous idol and that if he appeared in a cooking program, he could get a lot of unwanted and unnecessary attention.

jisung ate his food silently, sometimes feeding Minho, who was just watching him, sort of drooling over him.

the boy was just too precious.

"so, what do you want to do today?" Minho asked the younger boy.

"huh? you're not leaving?" han asked, confused.

"nu-uh, not today." Minho said and took the empty plate from the table, going to the kitchen and washing it.

"so, what will we do?" Minho asked the boy, still paying attention to the plate he was washing.

"uhm, I'm not sure? I would normally just sleep, you know?"

"yeah, but we could think about something interesting instead. but go take your meds, I will think about something."

jisung nodded and was just about to leave, when minho stopped him.
"wait!"

han turned around.
"hm? do you need something?"

"no, it's just that....i can trust you, right?"

jisung looked at him confused, before he realized what he meant.
"of course. believe it or not minho, but I want to get better." jisung gave him a small smile before leaving to the bathroom.

when jisung said he wanted to get better, he meant it. he went to the bathroom and without any hesitation he took all of the meds he was supposed to.

minho somehow felt at ease, because han always called him when he was just about take his meds, and he always called on time, actually looking like he wanted to be better.

but still, minho couldn't get the night he found jisung unconscious in his house out of his mind.

but what he really couldn't get out of his mind was their hospital talk.

"do you....even love me?"

minho sighed and sat on the couch, thinking about things he could do with jisung today.

definitely not somewhere where it's crowded.
han doesn't like that normally, and now he's still under the influence of the meds.

maybe to a water park?
but was jisung comfortable with it?
he has scars I know he doesn't like to show, so would he be okay?
not gonna risk it.

what could jisung enjoy?

how about a cafe?
nah.

hmmm.

minho was thinking, when jisung returned from the bathroom.

"so, have you thought about anything you'd like to do?" minho asked.

"can we just fuck or something?"

minho choked on his saliva.

jisung chuckled at the olders reaction.
"I was joking, don't worry."

Minho awkwardly chuckled, his cheeks filled with redness.
to be honest....he wouldn't mind fucking jisung.
but he would never admit that out loud.

jisung sat on the couch next to minho.

"how about we did a karaoke?"
Minho suggested.

"karaoke?"

"yeah, I mean, you're good singer, im good singer, we love music. BAM, we suddenly have something to do."

han chuckled.
"I love the idea actually."

minho smiled and got up, bringing the microphones and connected them to the tv trough Bluetooth.

"so, what do you want to sing?"
minho asked

han though for a while, before he chuckled to himself and gave a mischievous smirk.

"oh no, what did you think about?"
Minho asked worriedly when he saw the smirk on the youngers face.

"you'll see."

minho sighed.
"what have I gotten myself into when i suggested karaoke?"

han chuckled and played the song

•~•

"I gotta go my own way~"

"What about us?
What about everything we've been through?~"

"What about trust?~"

"You know I never wanted to hurt you~"

"And what about me?~"

"What am I supposed to do?
I gotta leave but I'll miss you~"