The Journey Of US || A Seventeen FF

46

"You're not going anywhere," Mark stopped you
👶I am!
"Not until we find a solution,"
"And who is going to eat my braised pork ribs?" JayB asked with a pout
👶You made braised pork ribs? As in the slow-cooked ones?
He shrugged and you tackled him into a big hug 👶You're the best, so let's eat and I will go home after that,
"You're not going, and I'm serious," Mark glared and you nodded hesitating, and Mark turned to Jinyoung
"Now are you gonna go freshen up or do you want me to help you with that?"
"No, I'm off," Jinyoung rushed out of the living room.

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"Noona, which one is better, blue or black?" Yugyeom walked to you with a couple of shirts in his hand,
👶Occassion?
"Nah, just a fresher's day,"
👶Really?
"Oh yes. And there are a lot of cute freshmen so I wanna look hot and sexy,"
👶No,
"What?"
👶 You are not going to look hot or sexy. Wear a suspender or something.
"What? No..."
👶No, you are young and you are not going to wear that skin-fit see-throughs to uni,
"You're worse than them!"
He pouted and turned to Youngjae
"I warned you already didn't I?" he shrugged
"But Bambam is wearing one," He complained
👶He is?
"Yes and that too with a couple of buttons left open,"
👶Bammie! Can you come down?
You called out and soon after heard footsteps
"What is it noona?"
👶What are you going to wear for your fresher's party love?
"Oh a brown laced shirt with black slacks, shoes, wristwatch, and black shades, which I will hang here, you know maybe leave a couple of buttons open😉
He smiled proudly at his choice
👶No
"What?"
👶You are not wearing that
"Wae?"
👶Not until you're 25
"That's ages away,"
He gasped in denial
👶Exactly, wear a cute suspender or something,
"You're worse than them, worser than Jinyoung hyung,"
👶There is no such a word as 'worser'. You don't even know that but you want to flex your body,
He pouted and you patted the seat next to you and Yugyeom sat down first with a pout followed by Bambam.
👶Noona is afraid that my boys will look a little too good in that, and I don't want anyone to eye my babies... But do you know what will be better?
"What?"
They asked with wide eyes
👶A hoodie paired with sweatpants...
"Noona...." They whined and you chuckled,

"But I can't wear this? For real?"
Yugyeom asked holding his black shirt
👶Yep, it's too revealing,
"But you were the one who gifted it to me,"
👶Then put it to good use,
You smirked at him as a red tint flashed across his cheeks

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After dinner, the maknaes went with their things while you sat down with the hyung line in Jinyoung's room leaning against the oldest.
👶So you're telling me that I should try talking?
"Yes," Mark nodded
👶But they are not giving me a chance, plus, and are so awkward around me sometimes...
"Exactly, you shouldn't let this continue, talk it out at all costs," JayB encouraged
👶But how? How am I supposed to approach them? Like, wanna have sex?
You cringed at the thought
"Why are you so unromantic and stupid, huh?" Jinyoung face palmed, "Seriously Mickey? You are so good at flirting, but why are you so stupid at this?"
👶I don't know how to. And flirting is easier plus I get nervous at the thought of talking with them about this...

"Aren't you ready?" Mark asked making you look up at him,
👶I am... But it is scary, the fact of sleeping with 13 men... Like can I really do it? Will they be satisfied? I'm just scared...
"I get you little one, we understand... But it is bound to happen, so isn't the sooner the better? It's already 4 years and you have a lot to face in the future so it's better to take care of these things sooner," JayB smiled

👶I don't know... I mean I want to be with them, in all senses but I still get insecure about my body every time I'm with them. And when they get nervous or the atmosphere becomes tense I get insecure and mostly keep a distance...
"We have gone through this Mickey," Jackson broke his silence as he pulled you closer to him from Mark.
"We have talked about this. They love you the way you are and you promised me and them that you would try to get these thoughts out... And you should stop comparing yourself with others. They didn't choose you for your body, they love you, I mean are whipped for you. They love you so damn much that they are willing to share your love with others, so don't you think your thoughts are being unfair to them?"
You nodded keeping your head down and he sighed pulling you in for a hug.

"Do you know what we did when this happened to us?" Mark tried to lighten your mood
👶What do you mean by happened to you?
"Oh we had this 'who first' kind of situation too," He said pointing to him and JayB
👶Really?
"Uhuh, and it was very stressful," He sighed and JayB chuckled
👶Then what did you do?
"Mostly we went with the flow... But we don't know which one of us is their first?"
👶You don't? They don't?
You turned to Jackson and he nodded
"Yep, I mean they know, but we don't... So what I'm trying to tell you is take the initiative if you can't talk,"
👶But I'm not the dominant type neither I can,
"Taking initiative and being dominant are two different things kid," Jinyoung sighed shaking his head
👶Will that work?
"As long as you're comfortable it will," Mark gave you a double thumbs up and you nodded a little
"Do you want a specific someone to be your first?" You stared at Jinyoung and shook your head slowly,
"Then I guess it's fine, all you have to do is take control,"
"I would still be prepared for everything,"
👶As in?
"A bit of dominance won't hurt, maybe you'll need it," JayB explain
👶Really?
"I mean, we are talking about 13 people with different perspectives and preferences and kinks. And you girl admitted yourself that you have a noona kink, didn't you? So you may have to be a noona sometimes," He shrugged
"Maybe a mommy too," You pushed Jinyoung off the bed and he landed on his bum with a groan.

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"Also don't provoke them, I mean some of them," JayB wriggled his eyebrows and you frowned
👶Why?
"You don't want to, trust me..."
👶Who exactly?
"Your painter,"
Jackson mumbled and you scrunched your nose
👶Wonwoo?
"And your producer too!" Jinyoung chipped in
👶But how do you know? I mean how are you making these things out?
"Sixth sense," Jackson ruffled your hair and you huffed out in annoyance
"And, your Jeju orange can be scary so never test his patience,"
👶BoO?
"Oh he isn't your normal Boo, trust me,"
"You're scaring her," Mark glared and the three stopped
👶Speaking of it Boo is scary... I mean he was so cute at first but now he is really dominating, I can feel that... But what I don't understand is they all become tensed and nervous whenever I tease them, why?
"They are just taken by surprise, but if you continue to tease them, you will end up in bed, trust me... So I would suggest you tease them, so they could unleash the beasts inside."😉
Jackson whispered in your ears and you pushed him away trying to hide the embarrassment.

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👶You know what I can't believe?
"No,"
👶 I am talking about my sex life with my best friend who is a guy and is asking advice from his boyfriends... Wow, I'm weird,
"Babe, you're making a plan to get laid with 13 men, tell me in which sense that is not weird at all?"
👶OMG PARK JINYOUNG you did not!
Jinyoung stuck his tongue out as he dashed out of the room and you chased after him with a pillow