The Journey Of US || A Seventeen FF

13

Joshua followed you immediately. Mingyu and Chan looked at each other before slowly standing up. Hao was still fighting his ego off.

🦌Baby,
He called out when he spotted you in the parking lot next to Woozi's car, letting all the tears out.
👶 What do you want Shua? Still here to hurt me?
🦌 I was angry and I didn't realize the gravity of those words until now.
You turned around to meet his red swollen eyes just like yours.
🦌 I know, but I'm sorry love. I didn't mean it, not even a little bit.
👶 What do you want me to do?
🦌 I know it's a lot, but forgive me. Please...
👶So that you can hurt me again?
🦌No, it's... I swear I wasn't in my right mind.
👶Fine, I don't wanna talk about it anymore.
He hugged you crying,
👶 Alcohol makes you emotional, doesn't it?
🦌 No it's you.
You giggled through the tears patting his back.

🐶🦖 We don't want to break up with you.
They said startling you both and stood there with a pout.
👶 Then what was the silent treatment for?
🦖Well little Kim and little Lee told us you love them more than us,
👶 And?
🐶 And we thought we could find out by avoiding you,
He looked down
👶Then what was the fight about? And me taking the side of your siblings, wasn't it why you avoided me?
🦖No, ofc not.
🐶It doesn't matter whose side you take, we won't fight over that...
👶 And what did you find out after ignoring me?
They looked at each other before replying in unison
🐶🦖 That it hurts a lot when you don't talk to us and we don't care who you love more. We love you and we can't be without you. It was sad and... Depressing,
...
...
Soon the rest of the boys joined you four, You took a deep breath controlling your tears,

👶You guys are playing with feelings here? Is this a joke to you all? Not just you three, all of you.

😇Baby it's no-
👶No Han. You all have been acting like spoiled kids, I understand the difficulties of being together with me. But you have to grow up and behave. You all are taking your frustration out on me, I don't have a problem if it's important, or something that matters... But what are you all even doing? You have dated before, haven't you?
...
...
👶 YES OR NO.
🐯Yes
👶 And is this how you always have been with your exes? Falsely accusing them of things they don't even know, not trusting them, and ignoring them for god knows how long?

...
🦊No
👶 Then why the fuck are you like this now? Do you think this is all fun? We're talking about almost 2 months guys. I'm a human being with feelings too. Jumping into conclusions is the first thing most of you should stop doing. Be sensible. Also if you wanna test out my feelings this isn't the time. If you don't trust me then don't, I don't mind, but don't play with my feelings. You may have treated your exes like this, but I won't tolerate such disrespect. I'm serious you can't just love me one day and then ignore me the next moment. I love myself more than that and I'm damn serious about it.

😇But ba-
👶And what is with this cake Han? I thought you knew me better. I haven't changed. Dating you doesn't mean I'm happy about everything in my life. If you knew me better, you would've understood how fucking much I hate my birthday. It is one of the things that I hate the most about me... It's hard for me, Please, just for once try to understand me, I'm begging you all...

🐢We never-
👶 I told you already, I love you all equally and I won't choose. It is hard for me when half of you are good and the rest are ignoring me. When I avoided you, you told me that it hurt, doesn't it? Imagine being ignored and avoided by 13 people who I love. I have a lot on my plate, I'm broken and most of the time feels like an utter failure, living itself is hard for me, and on top of that, you guys being assholes are not at all helping. It's fucking hard for me idiots. Get that in your head. Or just get lost. And let me fucking move on, or I might kill myself one day.

You fell on your knees crying your heart out. No one ever hoped for a second chance than the boys did at that very moment. Yes, it was their duty to protect her, but they turned out to be the ones for her misery. It never dawned upon them how much it has affected her, and now when they did, they can't help but feel guilty and do anything in their might to make her feel better. They made her cry, the one they promised to make smile.

Hao walked closer to you and sat down in front of you. He picked you up and placed you on his lap and you went willingly. You cried on his shoulders as he kept caressing your hair. Seeing you broken and vulnerable tore their heart apart but they deserved the pain. He rocked you from side to side, in an attempt to calm you down.

Hey Guys
I would love an honest opinion. Do you guys find this boring?
I've said this before, I'm trying to write something that no one has ever tried to. It's dramatic, I know. But I want to capture the pain Mickey is in. The struggles they all have to go through to maintain this. No relationship are bed of roses, and neither is Mickey's. This is all fictional, but trying to include realistic elements is the only way to make it stand closer to reality.
So what do you guys think, Be honest, I would appreciate it.
Love MMU♥️