You said forever

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

Elara

It's late to late to be up but I am.
Serien already left and my parents are home but asleep. I can't get what happened today out of my head.

The fact the I had to learn all of this from Serien and not my fucking boyfriend like the fuck.

I'm laying down in the dark with my tv on watching " Gilmore girls" I have my curtens open letting the moon light in I have the windows open letting the cool nigh air blow in.

I look at my phone I'm my night stand and see that it is 1 am. I sigh turning of the tv cause I have to go to bed for school tomorrow. I lay down on my side looking out the window.

Looking at the moon and seeing how it shines bright. Looking so beautiful by itself with her stars.

I smile, then stop smiling when I see Cyprus text on my phone.

I open my phone and see his text

You up? : Cyprus
Read 1:22 am

I leave him on read and close my eyes. When I hear a noise. I open my eyes and see Cyprus climbing into my room through the window. My eyes widen at the look on his face.

His right eye is black and purple. I sit up and crawl to him on my bed he looks down.

" I'm sorry for acting like that" he says looking down. I sigh and hold his face so that he faces me. His eyes are red and dropping his cheeks are red and he looks really really high.

I look at him right in the eyes. He's gone. He is looking at me but not looking at me he is to high. I feel his head and he is too hot.

I hurry and pull his sweater and shirt off he doesn't fight and just sits there. I get a rag and leave me room to the bathroom and soak the ring in water.

I get back and he is laying down on the bed on his back I put the folded rag on his forehead. I sigh grabbing his hand and massaging his palm.

I lay him down next to the window and cover him with my black and white flower sheets. I get back up from my bed and close and look my door. I lay back down next to him and I kiss his forehead.

He's asleep , less hot then before. I lay my head on my arm running my fingers though his hair sighing I close my eyes listening to the breeze and Cyprus' light breathing.

Cyprus moves and I look over to see him with his eyes open looking me and he smiles " you know your a reallll life saver" he's says slightly slurring his words.

He wraps his arms around my waist and lays his head on my chest. I don't know how to feel about this.

I still feel off about what happened. I sigh " I know your mad at me" he says looking up at me and resting his chin in the middle of my chest.

I can't say anything to him. It's like my mouth is glued shut. " your fun to kiss you know that" he says picking his head up and pecking me on the lips.

" For fucks sake say something." He says tightly holding me. I sigh " I'm not mad at you" I say to him softly

He look at me with a smile " Thank you for taking care of me" he says " I didn't deserve that"

He kisses me and lays back down on my chest.

🖤

I wake up looking around feeling tired as fuck. I turn around and see Cyprus asleep hugging my black and pink teddy bear his hair all over the place his mouth is open as he snores.

I giggle I lean forward and kiss him on the lips then his nose the his forehead and then I kiss his cheeks. I pull back and see a smile on his face still with his eyes shut.

" Libitina, your to cute" he says. His eyes shoot open and he gets up. My heart feels like it's was stomped on. I feel my throat close with the tears threatening to spill over.

" Elara I-" I get up and run the my bathroom and slam the door closed. I hear him knock on the door. " Elara open the door, please" he says through the door.

I put my back against the door I put my hand over my mouth covering my crying. I slide down the door and sit on the floor.

He thought I was her he thought is was her kissing him. He still loves her.

That's what Serien was saying she was warning me for something like this that might happen.

But staying with him I'll help heal his broken heart. I think to myself. I take a deep breath and walk to the sink and wash my face. I dry my face off and look at myself in the mirror. I fake a smile.

I got this
I walk to the door and open it Cyprus looks at me and rushes to me. He grabs me by the face and make me look at him right in the eyes. " Baby, I'm sorry I thought- I don't even know what I thought." He says looking at me.

Me on the other hand I push my feeling back and I smile and shake my head " no, it's okay I believe that you just got confused." I say holding his hand to my face.

He sighs in relief and kisses me. Short and sweet. He pulls away with a smile.

My heart still hurts.

I walk to my room and look through my closet. I pull out my baggy blue jeans and a tight black long sleeve and my golden necklace with my name one it.
I take my hair out of the braids it was in.

My hair fall down my shoulders in waves. I put my all black superstar adidas on. Cyprus walks in my room wearing the same outfit for yesterday but with one of them men tang top things.

He smiles. I look back at the mirror trying to choose if I should wear makeup or not. " you want to eat something before we leave?" Cyprus asks I shrug my shoulders saying I don't know.

He nods before walking out my room and going down stairs. I sigh before leaving my room and leaving down stairs. And walking out the house with Cyprus and closing the door.