Keep Me Sane

Chapter 4 BROKEN GLASS

Porsche woke up because of the annoying beeping sound inside the room, he did not open his eyes because he's still tired and has this painful feeling in his abdomen.

" Open your eyes." The voice beside his bed and the hand holding his hand made Porsche groan.

" Please don't leave me here all alone." Kinn's pleading tone made Porsche heart ache.

" . . . . never. ." Then he slowly open his eyes, the light of the room is dim which is great because a brighter light will surely make his head hurt. He scan the room and it stopped at Kinn's tired form, he's hair is a mess, he's wearing a black top and several buttons of his shirt were left opened. He cleaned the hand that's holding his own.

" . . . Are you okay?" Porsche asked when Kinn remained staring at him, not in anger but in concern and With pure gentleness.

" Why did you do that?" Kinn asked after a moment of silence, avoiding Porsche question. It made Porsche frown.

" Are you hurt? Did you get hurt? Show me your hand." Porsche demanded, it made Kinn growl and snatched his hand from Porsche but slowly, clearly making sure not to hurt Porsche, running his hand in frustration.

" Why did you fucking take that bullet? Are you out of - don't be fucking stupid." Kinn pushed him back into the bed when he tried to sit-up. Porsche stubbornly shove Kinn's hand aways then glared at him.

" Show me your hand Kinn or I'll swear to do something more stupid than sitting up." Porsche said with serious tone, Kinn sigh then raise his left hand, it's wrapped with a bandage and a bruise can be seen around it, his fingers are red and near of being broken. Porsche slowly took it and bring it to his eye level, Kinn shift a bit but remained silent.

" Did you punch a wall? Did you let the doctor check on these?" Asked Porsche while slowly eyeing the injured hand, he glance at Kinn when he receive no response.

" Kinn" Porsche started and once again, Kinn took a deep breath and glance at Porsche.

" It's not serious, it's not broken and it's already treated, no need to worry." Porsche pout then started sitting up, Kinn groan then slowly shove Porsche to lay down.

" Fucking fine, I punched the mirror inside our bedroom, the staffs already cleaned the mess and the mirror was already replaced." Porsche nod, he kiss Kinn's injured hand and stared loving to his husband.

" Please, don't hurt yourself anymore." Porsche pleaded, Kinn's hurtful gaze almost send Porsche to crying.

" Your hurt." If you're hurt, I am also hurt and it will double the pain the are experiencing. The unsaid words were very clear, the silent facts they said to each other that one night after the death if Khun Korn.

" I'm sorry, but I can't stand the fact of you being hurt while I am by your side." It's a promise that Porsche will fulfill until the very last day of his life.

" But whatever happens, I will never leave your side and will forever love you for the rest of my life." A vow that Porsche will never forget.

Next chapter, I will mention Kinn's siblings 💛💚