words can't describe my current state
i am a mess. total mess.
i feel empty. and suddenly i cried. suddenly i feel so sad.
im in pensive mood
the feeling you felt, i feel it too
i don't worth the love in this world
i don't worth happiness
i don't worth loyalty
i don't worth honesty
i don't worth reassurance
i don't worth anyone's effort
i don't worth anything
worthless
i wish i have me that comfort you and make you believe in love again, treat your wound with care, wait for you to heal everyday, keep reassuring your overthinking thoughts every night, wipe every tears you spilled, make you feel worth again, always there for you, patiently without feeling frustrated over the same thing you feel though i was an outsider, tho i have my own problems, in every condition i am; healthy or sick. because i am so much wishing for you to be happy sincerely. because i love you the moment we met. and when i love, i would do anything, sacrifice anything, put all my effort just for your smile. because you have a sweet smile and i want to keep seeing it
i wish i have that 'me' for me right now. but i don't worth anything.
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PoetryAl Fatihah untuk hati yang selalu mengalah. Nadi kisah yang aku kurung bisu dari dunia P/s : bukan semuanya hasil aku Should have done this last year, but I'm demotivated so it's a loooong journey before it'll be completed
