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Al Fatihah untuk hati yang selalu mengalah. Nadi kisah yang aku kurung bisu dari dunia P/s : bukan semuanya hasil aku Should have done this last year, but I'm demotivated so it's a loooong journey before it'll be completed

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by nxiadd

by nxiadd

                                    
                                              to whom can i pour my crumbled emotion
mix of guilty and desire
trap between those two
growing stronger day by day
I don't know how to suppress it
.
.
im fiercely protective on what i thought was mine
but no
it was a selfish act
i tried and keep trying
to ignore the possessiveness side of me
it throbs so much
i could cry a bowl
but it's sure the right thing to do
.
.
tell me what should I do
i can't run from my problem anymore
i promised myself
but to stay and watch everything unfold 
please give me the strength to
let me be emotionless
to not feel anything riled up
at least....