When Heir Frédéric Arnault accidentally watched the MV of the KPOP queen he had never heard or seen before. Frédéric was starstruck seeing how beautiful the KPOP QUEEN is. Because of the unfamiliar feeling that needs to be defined, Frédéric pulled u...
I left Paris with a heavy heart. I shouldn't be feeling this way but what happened between Frédéric and I is really painful. As if, we broke up. He never answers any of my calls and never tries to reach me again. He's a good person but I know he is hurting more than I do. I have 3 days off and I don't know what to do with my days off. Maybe I will just stay at home and watch Netflix.
I was on Instagram when I saw Frédéric's profile. He has an update. He is with someone and they look really close. There is an uncomfortable feeling that my heart is trying to tell and my brain is trying to figure it out. Wait, am I jealous? I shouldn't feel like this is correct?
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(I just took this photo on google hehe)
Seeing Frédéric with another person makes me nauseous and my heart beats so fast. I don't wanna get up in bed and just stay there. I didn't noticed that tears are now running on my face. I need to call someone.
Lisa took her phone and pressed number 3.
"Hello?" The voice from the other line answers.
"Hello? " I said.
"Lisa, is this you? Why are you calling me from Korea, are you okay?" Says the voice
I was really confused hearing the voice. The voice is very familiar to me. I look at my screen and I just realize that I called him... the one who's making my heart beat so fast. Frédéric.
"Fréd, I am really sorry. I shouldn't call you but I don't know what happen" I am trying to explain but I cannot say the words.
"Hahaha that's okay Lisa" Frédéric giggled.
" oh! You called me Lisa, the last time we talked you are so formal and you call me Miss Manoban, I'm happy to hear you are calling me Lisa again." I said
" hahaha I know. So how have you been? I hope you are having a good rest after your tour" Frédéric said.
"I am having a good rest, I guess.." I'm trying to sound happy talking to him but I missed him so much.
"I see. Hehe Lisa, I'm kinda in the middle of something right now before you called, I'm sorry but can we talk later? " Frédéric asked me.
"Noooooooooooooo." I said.
" hahahaha why?" He giggled.
"Because if you cut off this call you will not call or text me or contact me, because you hate me so much you're just being kind and polite answering and talking to me right now" I told him.
I really don't want to end the call because I really want to talk to him just like old days. Just like before we met. We talk over the phone and text and chat and DM on IG whenever both of us have free time.. thinking about those days makes me happy. He made me happy?
"Hahaha Lis, I will call you okay? I'm just really in the middle of my lunch meeting with my dad when you call, I promise to call you back, alright?" Frédéric said.
"Hmmmp fine! But call me back okay?? I miss you, Frédéric!" I didn't know how did those words came out of my mouth but it just did.
"Call me, alright? Bye! Take care!" I said to him.
"I will. Bye!" Frédéric said.
Wow. I was supposed to call Rosé but.. Anyway, that call went great. my mind and my hands coordination is sync. My day is really happy because of the call. I'm thinking of the reasons why I rejected him in the first place and the reasons why I should have not.
At around 3 PM
Someone is buzzing in. I am not expecting a guess right now. If there will be someone who will try to annoy me these days, it would be my crazy cousin, Rosé and I am not wrong. She came to my house with buckets of chickens on hand. Well she didn't come empty handed, that's a good thing.
"Why are you here, Rosie?" I asked her on her way to my house.
"C'mon Lisayah, I know you need me and you want to eat chicken " she said.
I just look at her in disbelief how her mind works. I'm really glad I have this crazy idiot as my cousin.
"So spill the tea, why did you reject him?" Rosie said.
"Really Rosie?" I asked her.
"Seriously Lisa, you obviously like him too! Why in the hell did you make yourself suffer and reject him? Is it because of your career? " She said laughing.
"You are really full of shit sometimes," I told her.
"Well, at least I don't disregard my own feelings. I only get one chance to live Lis, I will love whoever my heart feels like loving." Rosie said.
She has a point you know. Rosé. Her words made me even realize my fault.
"I like him Rosie, I guess I realized it after I rejected him. I thought what I'm feeling towards him at first is plain friendship but No. When he avoided me and did not come to my concert I felt really down. I cried myself to sleep every night because of that. I rejected him because I am not sure of my feelings but I am now, Rosie. I like him so much." I said to her. When I said I like him I meant it.
Rosé is staring at me trying to read me.
"Lisa, you don't like him. You're in love with him!" Rosé said.
I am really shocked by what she said. I couldn't believe of what I am hearing
"When you talk about him you all go red like ripe tomatoes. Haha Lisa, don't let him go , this time you do the effort, idiot" Rosé said.
"I will Rosie, I don't care what other people say. I will get my Frédéric back no matter what and I don't give a damn if someone will get in my way achieving that, even if she's a Brunette girl. I will get my Frédéric back" I said
"Brunette girl?" Rosé ask
I showed her the Ig update and she kept on teasing me how jealous I am because of a single photo of Frédéric with someone. She encourages me if Frédéric will not call me I will be the one to call him. I will not text him cause there is a 50% chance that he will not answer me back.. so operation Frédéric is on.
