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I think I never felt this way!
Yesterday me and Marta went on a walk and the conversation was so smooth. I feel like I never experienced something like that with a woman.
I feel like in all my past relationships I was the center of attention, but not for my personal life, the things that only close people know, only because I was famous.
This woman is making me question all the things I know about women.
Today I'm going on a boat ride with some friends and family. I thought of asking her to come, but I don't want her to be something that everyone knows about. I want her to be just for "me" for a moment.
"So what do you have in mind for the rest of the year" my sister asks me when I stop the boat.
"I don't know. I want to rest for a bit. I don't want to put pressure on me. I'm just trying to enjoy this time back at home!" I answer
"Well, I'm happy you are back at home" She smiles at me
"Me too!" I say
I look at her and hesitate, but after a few moments, I speak
"I have something to ask, or more tell you. I need advice!"
"Lay it on me!" She says skeptical
"I met someone. Or more I met a fan. I went on a walk with her and it felt so good, so normal. I don't know how to explain. She made me feel mundane. And it felt amazing!" I take a deep breath
She looks surprised "I wasn't expecting this! But I'm happy that it finally happening. The other day I was talking to Mom, and she said that the only woman that would tie you down would be mundane. And I laughed at the term she used and now makes sense"
I feel a little relieved that she didn't just tell me to drop the crush and kinda encouraged me.
"I'm happy. Yesterday made me very happy!" I say
"Then don't let her go! You have been through a lot, and you deserve this!"
"Please let's keep this between us. I want to see where this goes, without everyone in our business!" I say
The rest of the day goes by smoothly!
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