I have trouble falling asleep tonight. But it's okay, I feel so good. My heart is light, and I feel it fluttering in my body.
It's Friday and I won't see Wooyoung until Monday. It's crazy to be so addicted to someone, right? In less than two months, he's become so important to me. And I feel like I'm really important to him.
However, I have no idea if my romantic feelings are mutual or not. At times, I really feel like it's ambiguous between us and have the feeling that he likes me and is trying to impress me. But I often come back to reality when he acts with others the way he acts with me. And I think maybe it's just his way of being that makes me think he likes me when he doesn't.
But you know what, I don't want to stress about it. I won't ask myself too many questions, and continue to enjoy the moments with him. I'll see where it goes!
With these beautiful thoughts, I eventually fell asleep. The rays of the sun through my blinds woke me up the next morning. 11:23. I slept well.
As usual, I checked Instagram before getting up. What a surprise when I saw the beautiful face of my new lover on my screen.
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83 Likes young_woo Soon, vacatiooon! ☀️
No, no, no, no, he shouldn't be this handsome. He dazzles me in the morning. I had a reflex I'd never had before today.
_sannie You're so fucking handsome
I would never have sent that normally, but I don't know, he rubbed off on me, always complimenting me without hesitation. And, more and more, I find myself acting like him, expressing my affection in every way, but only with him of course.
young_woo Where?
_sannie On the photo you posted
young_woo Ah, thanks Sannie that's cute 😘
young_woo But a bit disappointed you didn't answer 'all the time' 🙄🙄
_sannie Remember the photo where you looked like an ostrich? 👀
I was referring to a photo of Wooyoung I had taken one day while he was talking. I teased him a lot about it, he hated his face in that photo (which I personally found hilarious).
young_woo Ah damn lmaooo it's true i looked really ugly in that photo, thanks for reminding me!
_sannie With pleasure :)
young_woo Btw, we're going out in town today with Hwa and Yeonjun, wanna come??
YES.
_sannie Mmmmh, idk if i really wanna see your ostrich face...
young_woo Uh, but you don't have a choice actually.
young_woo Besides, i remind you that i'm handsome today, look
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_sannie Hahaha okay, i'm coming 😌
_sannie But it's only because you're handsome
young_woo AH!
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Seonghwa, Wooyoung, Yeonjun and I met at the shopping center. We went from shop to shop, trying perfumes, glasses, clothes...
Yeonjun and Wooyoung entered a fitting room to try on suits. Seonghwa and I heard them laughing through the curtain they eventually opened to show us their outfits.
YJ: So, aren't we very elegant like this!?
SH: Whaaa! Christian Grey?? - he exclaimed, looking shocked while I rinsed my eyes looking at Wooyoung.
WY: Anastasia... - he said in a deep voice turning to Yeonjun, placing his hand against his cheek and bringing his face closer to his.
YJ: Christian... - he replied in a high-pitched and sensual voice.
The two boys burst into laughter, proud of their imitation.
WY: Now, if I bump into Lisa from Blackpink on the street, do you think she'll want to date me??
YJ: Not if you walk next to me - he replied with a sly smile. But don't worry, there's always Rosé!
WY: No, Rosé is for San, and besides I won't let you have Lisa you bitch!
YJ: Anyway, there's 0 chance we'll run into her on the street, dude.
WY: No big deal, there are plenty of other hot girls!
I laugh at their nonsense but I must admit there's a part of me that's not very amused. I don't know if it's the fact that Wooyoung and Yeonjun changed in the same fitting room, the fact that they get along so well, or the fact that Wooyoung reminds me that he's attracted to girls. I think it's a mix of all that, actually... But one thing's for sure, I'm seriously jealous.
I don't know if there's a chance that something happens between us after all...
Conclusion of Chapter 5: San slept well.
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A lil down moment for our Sannie 🥺 Don't worry, all it takes is for Wooyoung to give him a hug and he'll forget everything 🙄
