Letters to the Love of My Life

i should

b,
i should feel something when he says my name
i should feel something when he kisses my lips
i should feel something when he says he loves me
i should feel something when he looks into my eyes

but all i can hear is the way you say my name like it's honey on your lips
all i feel is the way you kiss me like you're suffocating and i am oxygen
all i hear is the way you say you love me like the sweetest secret
and all i see is that look in your eyes like they've been craving the sight of me

yours,
a