"The toxicity you were bring on the table was fucking with my mental peace", she said. To hear someone say what you were not trying to do for all the time you were with them, yeah it questioned all of the things I ever did for her. On not being able to do the things she complained about, she felt that I'm the one stopping her, I'm the reason she doesn't have time for me.
you can't fight anything if you are it.
you see it because you do it
because that's all you knew
shifting blames
shifting your guilt
and when it stopped
when you couldn't shift anymore
you changed the "subject".
