you think I didn't care?
I watched you give up on me.
I watched you give those dry replies
every fuckin time.
I watched you slowly talk less day by day.
I watched you slowly loosing interest.
I watched you walking happily out of my life.
I watched you enjoying breaking my heart.
I watched you celebrating my remorse.
I watched you savour my pain.
I watched you adoring my guilt.
I watched you smiling at my tears.
I watched you laughing at my begging.
I watched breaking myself everyday which doesn't exist for you. I watched myself slowly becoming non existing for you. I watched myself loving someone who deserves my deep hatred, nothing more than that.
I hope you land here one day and the anxiety creeps up in your spine your heart your bones just like it did in mine.
