Angst.
Me and niko have been dating for 4 months now, we hadnt told anyone because of my brother. Aj. Him and niko are best friends and we always had a rule when we were teenagers never to date eachothers friends. Of course we're full grown adults now but we wanted to make sure we we're definitely right for eachother before we told him in case he did kick of so then we knew full well we had something to fight for.
Tonight me and niko are going out for a date and decided we would tell them tonight, we didnt want to sit them all down and tell them because that was to boring for us. So i posted it on my close friends insta story with beta squad in it and a few other friends.
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Caption: Me and my boy🫶🏻 @nikooomilanaComments
Nikoomilana:My girl
<🫶🏻🫶🏻Chunkz: WHAT
Kenny:Go on niko
The squad🤘🏻
Aj
*screen shot of insta story*Me
what ab it?Aj
When did you two get togetherMy love
4 months agoAj
And you kept it secret?Niko
Erm yeahAj
Well come home
i need to talk to yuse.
and i aint doing it over textMe and niko read it then looked at eachother, we got in and uber and started heading back.
"niko im scared." i was starting to shake. Thinking the worst. Hed loose his shit, thats the worst he would do. Right?
"its fine baby, he wont be that pissed, hell get used to us being together"-niko
"yeah your right..im just overthinking it"
He grabbed my hand and we got home walking in to the living room where everyone was sat.
"finally!"-aj
"hey"
"no! dont just hey me like everythings fine and normal! it isnt! Firstly you kept it secret! secondly we had our rule!"
"what rule?"-niko
"that rule was made when we was teenagers! and a rule that we wouldnt date eachothers friends"-i said looking at aj for the first bit then niko the second bit, speaking alot more softer
"i dont care it was still our rule! I dont like it! what if you two break up then its awkward between us! or what if he hurts you then i have to hate him!"-aj
"i wont hurt her aj"-niko said trying to stay calm
"and if we break up well do everything we can to make sure its not awkward for you all"
"i dont know that you wont hurt her niko! and eleanor you created the rule and cant even follow it yourself! and its hard for it not to be awkward!"-aj
"well tough shit aj were full grown adults!"
"your still my sister hes still my best mate! i hate it! your need seeing him anymore ellie."-aj said in a stern voice
"what?! You cant control us!"-i said starting to tear up
"it was your fucking rule you cant break your own rule!"-aj
"aj were not breaking up."-niko
"yes you fucking are! shes my little sister niko what the fuck is wrong with you! its either you two break up or niko youve lost a best mate and eleanor youve lost our sibling bond."-aj said sounding so definite about it, like it wasnt an empty threat
"seriously? over me dating him?!"
"yes!! so much shit could go wrong you havent thought it through! so what is it?! loosing a best mate or for you ellie a brother or just someone you dated for a few months."-aj
-i started crying, i couldnt loose my brother and it wasnt fair for niko to loose his best friend.-
I looked up at niko and kissed him softly.
"im so sorry my love. I cant loose my brother though and its not fair for you to loose a friend because i thought that stupid rule was over"
Niko wrapped his arms around me hugging me tight and then when we pulled away i looked at aj.
"your such a fucking cunt." -i went up to my room and broke down on my bed and grabbed one of nikos hoodies cuddling it and fell asleep crying with his hoodie in my arms.Nikos pov
I cant believe aj has just done that to us, that was totally unfair. It was nothing to do with him what we done. I was still downstairs with him trying my best not to kill him and trying my best not to tear up.
"we was perfect aj, not a single thing had gone wrong. i thought id found the one and she said that to. I would rather then to have ever hurt her but youve just done that. Im never going to forgive you and i doubt ellie will either. That wasnt for you to decide."
"shes my little sister, of course it was for me to decide."-aj
"it fucking wasnt though!"
i was starting to loose my shit so i walked of before i punched him. I dont know what im going to do without her now. I sat on my bed looking at the teddy she had given me.
She loves teddys so much, so i do.
I looked round my room seeing all her make up products, clothes,claw clips, perfumes.
All her stuff.
I got up spraying her perfume around my room, atleast i still had a bit of her. Until i had to give it back.
I know i shouldnt but i went in to check on her, i know she hasnt got good coping mechanisms and i was helping her heal from those so i want to make sure she hasnt done anything.
I walked in and saw her cuddling my hoodie mascara all down her face and that was what broke me.
I turned around closing her door and letting a few tears fall when chunkz came up and i quickly wiped them
"im sorry man, me and kenny will try talk to him make him come around but i cant promise anything."-chunkz
"thanks chunkz."
I walked back into my room and just went to sleep.Its now 6 months later. I still love her.
She's practically gone heartless since that night, very short with everyone barely speaks and i havent seen her smile in a long time. Weve tried everything to get aj to come around but its not just working. And i hate that we have to give up on us because all we wanted to last, have mini us running around. Aj will never understand what we had. I hope he never does. And if he does i hope me and ellie can ruin it and hurt him as much as he hurt us.
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