Im going to my boyfriends house to surprise him. We couldn't see each other as often as we'd like since i work a lot so i decided to go and surprise him.
Ive just parked outside his house and went to the door and unlocked it. He gave me a key for the nights we plan for me to stay over or if i have to drop of anything while he's not here.
As soon as i walk in i see shoes. Females shoes that definitely aren't mine. There to big to be mine. As i close the door i hear voices upstairs. I cant make out what they're saying but i can tell theres a female.
I walk up the stairs hoping its not what i think. I walk into the bedroom and my boyfriends laid in the bed, blanket over him and i can tell he's shirtless and most likely naked. He looks guilty and scared.
I look around the room and see clothes chucked on the floor. I notice a red dress, a bra and thongs. I fight back tears as i look at him.
"where is she?" I ask trying to ignore how shaky my voice is.
"what..? who..?" He responds, sounding very worried and out of breath.
"don't act stupid. Where is she?"He doesn't answer but i see his eyes look to the bathroom door and thats all i need. I walk to the bathroom door and open it and see her there. She quickly put a towel around her as i walked in. I just wanted to know if i knew her. And i do.
My ex best friend.
I slap her before walking out and straight past my boyfriend, jack. I hear him get out of bed and get a pair of trousers on quickly. He follows after me saying my name and apologies over and over again but i ignore him.
I can feel the warm tears slowly flowing down my face but i don't make any noises while i cry. I walk out the house, slamming the door shut behind me, and go and get in my car.
Im not sure who else i can call for support so i call filly. We've become close friends lately from working together so much on footasylum and hung out a lot out of work.
I call filly and he picks up after two rings.
"hey ells, whats up?" He asks and sounds like his usual happy and energetic self.
"Can i come over?" I ask, my voice breaking at the end.
"yeah of course." He responds now with a worried tone.
"thanks." I say quietly before hanging up.I drive to his house trying to calm myself down as i do. After 15 minutes i arrive. I take a deep breath and wipe my tears as i get out the car. I lock it and walk up to fillys door and knock.
He opens if quite quickly and as he sees my face his smile drops and he pulls me into a hug with one arm. I hug him back and he closes the door with his free arm before wrapping that around me as well.
Once we've pulled away from the hug he walks over to the sofa and gestures for me to follow. He sits down and i sit next to him. He puts an arm over my shoulder and pulls me into him as i start crying again. He whispers comforting things to me and i slowly start to calm down. Once i've calmed i pull away a bit and he looks at me.
"what happened ells? what's wrong?" He asks worried.
"My uhm..my boyfriend..cheated on me.." I say slowly and take a deep breath to avoid tears.
"oh ellie..I'm so sorry.."He pulls me into another hug and smooths his hand down my hair to try and calm me again.
"you deserve so so much better." he says as he carry's on calming me.
After an hour or so I'm feeling better thanks to filly. We're now watching a movie and i'm cuddled into him. I enjoy his comfort and him being such a good friend. He draws shapes on my back as we watch rapunzel.
He hates watching disney princess films but always watches them with me, even when i'm not upset like this. He's a great friend and i really appreciate that.
I knew something was off with me and jack. Ive known for a while i just thought it was because of our distance but i could feel myself preparing for this break up. I didn't realise how prepared i would be for it until know. Its kind of like my body knew and made it easier for me. In a way, i don't miss him. He wasn't a great boyfriend anyway. I think it was more the betrayal of him cheating that hurt the most.
I knew he was starting to loose feelings and i think because i knew that i started to as well but without realising it. I still like him, wouldn't say love because i don't think i ever loved him. Loves a strong word which is why we never said it. We was only together for 4 months. I think i'm more upset that i trusted him and he ruined that.
And i also think that i'm enjoying the way me a filly are cuddling a bit to much for friends. And i don't think i should, the break up was way to recent. The way he looks at me doesn't help. I've noticed he's watched me more then he's watched the movie.
Maybe something will happen.
A/n:part 2? Sorry i left for so long again i've been ill x
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