A Sinful Desire (Discontinued)

Thirteen

"Oh my god! You look hot, Allie!" Liv exclaims when I enter her house in my party attire.

I can't help but blush, compliments from Liv are always sincere. "Thanks! So do you! Becks isn't here yet?" I assume, only seeing her.

"No! But she's on her way. Come! Help me get ready!" She commands, running up the stairs to her bedroom. I follow my friend up to her room, knowing I'm going to end up laying on her bed, looking at my phone while she takes an hour and a half to pick out an outfit, do her make-up and fix her hair.

I throw myself on her bed as soon as I enter her large room and pull out my phone. I make the mistake of pulling up Facebook, something I've been avoiding since Bennett accepted my friend request. I notice I have a couple unread messages. The little voice in the back of my mind is screaming, No! Don't look! You'll regret it! But, curiosity gets the best of me and I open the messages. Bennett. Both of them, from him.

From: William Bennett

Is it socially "acceptable" for teachers to be friends with their students on 'Facebook'?

According to the date and time, that message was sent the same time he accepted my friend request, but I was school and didn't see it all day until... Well. 

From: William Bennett

Dammit, Allison!!

You better not go to that party. I swear to god... 

I glare at the second message. Or what? I think to myself. Next thing I know, my thoughts are being typed out on my phone in response to Bennett.

To: William Bennett

Or what? You'll give me detention? 

Before I can second guess myself, the message is sent. I sigh and put the phone down, not expecting an immediate reply.

"Who are you texting?" Olivia asks curiously, wiggling her eyebrows at me as she sits at her vanity, applying primer.

"No one. Just playing a game." I lie.

"Hey!" A familiar, sweet voice comes from Olivia's bedroom door. 

I look and see Becky standing there, looking very sexy in her short little party dress. "Hey, Becks! Damn, you look good!" I remark, smirking at her.

Becky's face turns bright red, "Thanks!"

"So hot! We're so hot, guys!" Olivia smirks, pausing her make-up.

Rebeckah sits down next to where I'm laying on the bed and pulls out her phone as well. We all know the drill.

I'm about to try and strike up conversation with the girls when my phone vibrates, and my entire world pauses as I look to see what it is. 

'New Facebook message'. Shit.

I open the message with a lot more enthusiasm than I would have liked. The app takes it's time to load and I quickly become frustrated. When it finally loads, taking less time than my impatient mind likes to think, I get a strange feeling in my stomach when I see his name.

From: William Bennett

Don't tempt me.

I roll my eyes at his behavior. Fuck this guy! I'd like to fuck this guy... God dammit! I hate that I can't figure out my feelings for this man! I want to make him mad, I want him to "punish me" but at the same time he can't control me. Not even my own parents control me, what makes him think that he can?

To: William Bennett

Give me detention for going to a party on the weekend?

Makes SO much sense, SIR. 

I press 'send' and wait for his response. Becky and Liv's conversation is nothing but background noise at this point, and I just hope they haven't tried talking to me.

From: William Bennett

You've been rolling your eyes, haven't you?

So much attitude, Miss Evans. 

I can feel myself getting angrier and angrier with this man. Not only would he infuriate me in class, but now everywhere else now. And it's my own fault. I could block him... But most of me is screaming "NO!" to that idea, I'd miss him too much. I guess I'll just have to deal with it... Although I don't have to reply, but I want to. I want to keep this conversation going for some reason.

To: William Bennett

How'd you guess?

Now, is this you trying to piss me off or are you being a protective prick? 

I instantly regret that message and slide my phone under Olivia's pillow, not to be seen until later tonight, because now it's party time.

We go downstairs, everything is all set up and ready. The guests begin to come and the party is quickly packed. 

It's 8:15 P.M. and I head straight for the alcohol, it's never to soon to start drinking, right? I go for the hard liquor, skipping passed the buzz and wanting to get right to the drunken state. I toss pack several shots and stumble my way through the crowd, looking for my friends.

I see Becky, but decide not to bother her when I see she's having a conversation with Ray. I try to look for Liv, but get stopped by someone grabbing my waist.

"This dress fits you perfectly." He purrs, pulling me close to him. Calem. 

"Fuck off." I groan, trying to push him away.

"Oh, but you know you want me, love." He says, holding my chin to make me look at him.

I'm not sure if it's the alcohol saying this, but Calem is VERY attractive. Something definitely comes over me as I bite my lip and examine his face, before crashing my lips to his. I feel him smiling against my lips with pride as he pulls me closer to his body, hands going lower and lower.

We somehow make it to Olivia's bedroom without separating our mouths. He locks the door behind us and then proceeds to unzip my dress. I pull off his white v-neck and when I struggle to remove his pants from my drunken state, he is quick and eager to help.

Soon enough, we're both naked and fucking on poor Olivia's bed with him on top. We both finish and he lays beside me, both of us out of breath. 

"Jesus fuck." I hear him mumble. He rolls over to his side, facing me and buries his face in the crook of my neck. "Just like old times." He murmurs against my skin.

"Don't think this changes anything. I still hate you." I tell him softly.

"Mkay." 

I sigh, but don't move. I'm tired, and comfortable. For some reason I don't feel weird laying naked next to Calem. Just like old times. I roll my eyes at the thought. Yeah, right. We fucked around sophomore year for like a month.

Somehow I'm reminded of my Facebook conversation with Bennett, and I'm soon tempted to pull out my phone hidden somewhere under all of these pillows and see what he replied...

Author's Note:

I'm back!!! And I mean it this time! I hope :\ 

I'm apologizing AGAIN, I've been struggling with depression and it takes away everything I'm interested in but I've gotten back into this story so hopefully I'll be updating more often :)