The Unplanned Marriage

Overthinking

I can't help but overthink about everything I heard or saw in function. Most of the people thought it was an arranged marriage. Some said "he deserves better" "bhot paise vali hai kya ladki " " Etna accha ladka hai esse kyu shaadi karli " .
Am i that ugly? Do I really need to lose weight? Does he really deserve better? Maybe I should start losing weight now . It's not like I never tried before but because of thyroid it's 2x harder to lose weight. But then I didn't know I'd get married to a hot guy . Rehan is gym addicted . He doesn't have 6 packs but he does have muscles. If I don't start losing weight he will realise it later too that he deserves better.
It's been 2 days since I have been home . They both were shifting next week . So they didn't have time for me either. I think she just wanted to get over with all the rituals. He never called or texted. Is he that busy ?
Dii called me about picking me up in the evening. It's 5 pm right now. I packed my books and all was done . Ansh and Arjun came to pick me up . We got home after half an hour .
"Hii" di said excited coming inside room .
"Hii , kaisi ho aap? all okay ?" I asked her .
"Ha . U?" She asked .
"Ofcourse you are not okay Rehan pe bhot gussa hogi na vo chala gaya esliye " she said
"Chala gaya? Kaha" I asked her
"Pune " she replied looking at me .
"Pune chala gaya . But vo toh Friday ko jane wala tha ajj to Thursday hai" I asked confused.
"Tumhe bataya nhi usne?" She asked and I nodded my head in no .
"Actually usse Tuesday ko subha mail aya ki jaldi join karo . Usne tab dhekha nhi Wednesday ko dhekha aur shaam ko turant jana padha . Aaj phele din tha uska ." She explained.
"She left after sometime. My mood got even worse after hearing that . He didn't even told me that he was leaving. Am I that unimportant in his life ? Do I mean nothing to him ? How could he do that to me .
I couldn't control anymore and I literally cried . I was hurt . I was already angry at him for not calling for 2 days . But after knowing all this I'm literally hurt . I don't have words to explain this feeling right now .
And just like days started going .15 days had passed.I never contacted him neither he did . He called Ma regularly so I'm updated about his whereabouts. I started focusing on my studies again. I started my study schedule of 12 hours therefore I have less time to overthink whenever I have time i help Ma or go on an evening walk with di. His family is totally supportive. Baba always asked me if I need any help with my studies. Ma and I have build up a relation now . And di was already cool . I always wanted a family . A family that would love me . And this family is exactly like that .
"Ira let's go shopping today . Mujhe bhot bor ho raha hai " di said as she entered room .
"Meri padhai baki hai dii " I replied pouting at her.
"8 baje hai . Thoda fresh ho jao gi " she requested again.
"Okayy" I replied finally giving up .
We went to shopping and got some things for baby like diaper and all basic needs . We got a cab it was almost 10 pm.
"Bhot thak gayee mai " di said
"Mai bhi " I replied
We were going home when her water broke I instantly told the driver to take us to the hospital. I tried to fill up the form but I don't know her details and the problem is I don't have anyone phone number. So without any option left I called him .
"Hello" I said as soon as he picked up
"Hello " I checked the number again it's his number but a girl picked up. It was almost 10:30 pm what is he doing with a girl right now . Is she the reason he never called? Did he had a girlfriend?. My overthinking started and I almost had tears in eyes .
"Hello"she said again.
"Rehan hai ?" I asked trying to sound normal while close to crying.
"Rehan actually bathroom mai hai .
Ha he is out .
Rehan kisika call hai
Kaun hai ? I heard his voice and I couldn't control the tears that left my eyes
"Koi Ira hai . (No saved hai )
"Hello " he said as he took phone.
"Di ko hospital mai admit kiya hai mere pass kisika number nhi hai so please ghar pe call karke bata do "
"Ha "
I told him the hospital details
I didn't said anything later as my voice was breaking because of crying now
He ended the call after a minute.
After 15 min Ma and Baba came I stopped crying infront of them . They thought I panicked and thats why I was crying. After 4 hours she had a girl . And ma told me to call him . I just texted him .

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