Drenched and drowned in jealousy
Shit-talking's not a remedy
But he was just a memory
Thought I was through and clicked delete
Back like a ghost, watch my life repeat
I poison my own apple
And then I take a bite
Madness flowing through my veins
Kinda fucking going insane
God, what am I doing?
I think I just might
Take another bite
God, why can't I get anything right?
Bitter bitch always has to go out with a fight (right?)
Murders people in his mind
Knows damn well he isn't fine
Pretends to laugh and dance in wine
Drunk on nothing, stuck on something
Bittersweet outlook on what he's becomin'
Wish you were gay
Parasocial feelings overstay
Think that I ought
To be something I'm not
To watch the mirror rot
Destroy my parts for you (But I bearly even know you)
Gotta bruise and pick myself apart
To fullfill a desperate half-baked heart
Bitter bitch is green with envy
Swimming the stream of jealousy
Flaunts around his misery
As if they can't already see
All his worst-kept myseries
I know our ties are tarnished
But you are all I need
I know you're a blank slate now
Please just comfort my plead
Bitter bitch went too far this time
Can't cover up a bloodstained rhyme
Can't put a bandaid on our prime
Can't replace or restore what was never mine
Bitter bitch will fucking scream
Write it all off as a dream
He'll go out on some silly whim
Chasing after chances slim
Wonder why?
He'll be all alone when it all goes dim
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ONE MORE TIME
PoetryA follow-up to my last poetry collection, One More Time follows feelings of fluctuating temporary peece and recurring sorrows, caused by outside factors, or uncontrollable feelings from within.
