Vicious love

Chapter 5: nightmares.

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I was back in my old house when my father shook me awake. "Wake up Aurora" my father said. I looked to see he had a scared look on his face. I jumped out of bed as the door slammed open and two men walked in. The hooded man sliced right through my fathers neck as blood sprayed all over my face. I screamed as loud as I could. The hooded man laughed and pulled off his hood. I could never forget those eyes. Dark pericing eyes staring into my soul. "Please, please don't hurt me" I cried. The man walked closer to me and grabbed my hair dragging me out the room. I continued screaming. "The boss gets what he wants" the man said. He brought me in front of a man whose face was distorted. I couldn't make out any features. "You'll regret hiding" the man said. He pulled a gun out of his waist band and held it to my head. I screamed and screamed pleading for my life. "BANG".
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I sat up in bed hyperventilating with sweat pouring from my face as my bedroom door slammed open. Standing in the door way was a angry looking Cade.

"What the fuck dude. Why are you screeching like a idiot in the middle of the night" he said looking at me.

I couldn't breathe. All I could do was stare at him and gasp for air. He looked me over and realized something was wrong. His face quickly changed from angry to concerned. He slowly began walking towards me.

"Hey are you okay. It's alright. Breathe. Just breathe. " he cooed as he kept walking closer to me.

He came beside the bed and crouched down to my level. I was sitting on the edge of the bed with my bare legs hanging off.

"It's gonna be alright. Take slow deep breathes" Cade stated.

I tied to listen to what he was saying, but my brain wasn't listening to me. All I could see was my fathers head lying on the floor eyes wide. I couldn't even see Cade anymore. The memory of what happened was crushing me. I squeezed my eyes shut willing the image to go away. All of a sudden I felt a hand on either side of my face. 

"Open your eyes. It's okay. Look at me. It was a dream. It was just a dream. Come on open your eyes. " Cade said softly.

I opened my eyes and was staring right into the bluest orbs you could imagine.

"Take deep breathes. Just breath. Your here your safe it's okay" he continued.

He moved his hands from my face to rest on either thigh as I started taking deep breathes. After a few minutes I had calmed down. Still staring in his eyes, I whispered. "Thank you. I'm sorry I woke you up."

"It's cool. No biggie. You alright." He replied.

I nodded my head in a yes manner. After a few more moments I realized what an awkward position we were in. I was in only a white t-shirt and panties while Cade was between my legs with one hand on each bare thigh. My cheeks blushed a bright crimson. Cade looked slightly confused until he looked down. He gulped taking in our situation. He slowly lifted his head back up as his eyes glazed over. My heart was thrumming in my chest. Wether it was the awful dream or the intense situation I wasn't sure. Cade cleared his throat and slid his hands a little higher on my thighs. I let out a slight gasp as he did so. He gently squeezed my legs, then stood up and walked out of my room. I took a deep shaky breathe, stood up and walked to the shower.

                          Cades POV

I awoke to a awful screaming. I was finally sleeping good. I have insomnia so it's hard for me to sleep. I climbed out of my bed pissed as fuck and stepped into the hall. The screaming was coming from the red room across from mine. Who tf was in there. That rooms been empty for ages. I slammed the door open out of anger. The door banged against the wall as I looked in. Sitting straight up in bed was the girl my mom had introduced us to earlier in the day.

"What the fuck dude. Why are you screeching like a idiot in the middle of the night" I said snottily.

The girl just gaspsed for air. I took a closer look at her and realized she was sweating and crying profusely. The anger slowly subsided and I became concerned. I took slow even steps to her bedside and said "Hey are you okay. It's alright. Breathe. Just breathe. "

I stopped at her bed and crouched down. She looked a mess her hair was disheveled and her eyes were swollen. She continued gasping for air as if she couldn't breathe. 

""It's gonna be alright. Take slow deep breathes" I said calmly to her.

I used to have panic attacks when I was younger and it seemed like maybe that's what was happening here. Ro tightly squeezed her eyes shit shaking her head and breathing even faster. I don't know what came over me but I placed one hand on either side of her face.

""Open your eyes. It's okay. Look at me. It was a dream. It was just a dream. Come on open your eyes." I said gently.

I was trying to get her to calm down but it didn't seem to be working well. After a few seconds her eyes popped open. She had bright gorgeous green eyes. Almost green like a forest would be. They were intriguing not because they were green but they had little golden specks floating around in them. She started at me quietly.

"Take deep breathes. Just breath. Your here your safe it's okay" I told her.

I moved my hands off her face  after a few moments she began to calm down.

"Thank you. I'm sorry I woke you up." She whispered.

She even had a nice voice. Soft and sweet. Something you would imagine a fairy would sound like.

"It's cool. No biggie. You alright." I asked.

She didn't say anything but shook her head yes. We sat there in silence for a few moments when out of nowhere her face tuned a deep red. Was she blushing? I was confused. That is till I looked down and took in our situation. She was sitting on the edge of her bed with no pants on. She was wearing a large white t-shirt and black panties. I could tell she wasn't wearing a bra either. Thoughts of things started popping in my head and I gulped. I slowly lifted my head to look back up at her. She was just staring at me. I cleared my throat so she knew I was aware and slowly inched my hands up her thighs. She let out a soft sexy gasp. Letting the thoughts swirl around in my head about all the things I wanted to do to her I gently squeezed her thighs. It only took a second for reality to sit back in. I quickly stood up and walked away. I walked back into my room shut the door and leaned against it. What the fuck was I thinking. It's the one rule: I can't get close to anyone. When the boss calls I have to be ready. I can't have attachments. I took slow even breathes trying to calm myself. Who is she and why do I feel like I know her? Like I've seen her somewhere.