I was numb
My life was at stake
Because people once called me fake
I was abused and torn
Pricked and prodded by sharp plain thorns
Was I ever gonna be loved
Or was I going to be pushed away and shoved
I want to be me again for my own sake
Or was I just clearly waiting to survive
Was it all just a lie
Or did I for once wanted you to stand by my side
Because even though I felt like you only loved me because you felt like I wasn't worth the wait
I wasn't going be dated out in vain
Because that's what clearly drove me insane
And left me in sorrow and in pain
