I was lost this year
Did it almost come at a cost
I almost lost my dad
I wanted him to stay
I grew up thinking he was always a hero turns out he was
I almost had to say goodbye
And that almost led me into pain
Was it a sin that I was selfish for wanting him to get better and quicker at hand
But first maybe I have to realize he has his own demons at his demands
But first he has to take a stand
To make his feet finally land
So he can get better for us and live and survive and support us
But first maybe I should just believe in him and that's what I should trust
