lightning

I can't.

It's been a month since the funeral. I just stay in the bunker everyone brings me food, sits with me sometimes I don't talk I just read. I found some old book online that on one can read I ordered then. Most of them are about how to control my powers, some of it is about the history of parra-val. Athena was the founder she had powers to create and control life and death, she created all of the living creatures. That's pretty much it. When I turn 18 all of the information I need will be transferred into the mind. Till then I only have what the books say.

I also found out that my hear locket is a big part of the history it represents the unity between the rich and the poor. However if someone richer loves someone poor they are not aloud to be together because money changes people. It isn't right love is love, it shouldn't matter where the love comes from as long as it is true. Ben come running in to the bunker in a panic.

Ben- "We have to go there's a building on fire. Suit up! Are you coming?"

"......"

Henry- "Lets just go!"

The boys head out to stop the fire. The whole thing is shown on tv, the tv people don't even care that they are helping they just keep on asking where I am. I hate it. Anytime there's a problem the tv people don't credit the people that do help they just asked where I am and why I'm not there. they act like I'm missing, I've only helped people two time so I don't know why they care.

After 1 hour the boys come back.

Ben- "Ren we need to talk. You know I love you! I mean we love you and we understand your trying to cope with everything but you can't just stop. Ge-Ge is still out there and she still wants your power you have to train."

"I'm sorry Ben. I can't."

A few more weeks have past and Ge-Ge has been setting fires all over town trying to draw me out but I have not moved. Ben and Henry are playing snap in the bunker as I sit there holding my book not looking at anyone.

BEEP! BEEP!

One of the computer monitors flick on. On the screen is Ge-Ge standing on the roof that Avery was killed one.

Ge-Ge- "LIGHTNING! COME OUT AND PLAY OR YOUR LITTLE FRIEND HERE GETS IT!

Ge-Ge is holding Thomas by the ankles off the side of the building.

Henry- "REN YOU HAVE TO GO SAVE HIM!

"I can't it's safer for everyone if you two go instead of me."

Ben- "Ren she's going to kill him!"

"I'm sorry. I cant I Just cant!"

In an instance Ben snapped Ben- "THATS IT! I know you are grieving but Thomas needs you right now! You have the power to stop her use it! Be the hero Avery all wayed dreamed about! lets go Henry"

Ben teleports him and Henry to the apartment complexes leaving me alone in the bunker.