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COLLEGE?!

"Ben can we please take a break now we've been trying this for hours I just can't get it. Can we please just get something to eat?"

Ben- "Yeah we should take a brake we don't want to burn you out so what should we have to eat?"

"Pizza!"

Ben- "what's is pizza?"

As me and Ben walk down stairs I try to explain what pizza is to him. I don't think he understands why pizza is like the best food ever but he's from another planet so it's understandable. When we walk into the kitchen Dona is sat at the oak table waiting for me.

Dona- "Ren please take a seat we have something important to talk about."

I pull out a old chair that has one leg slightly shorter then the others and take a seat like she asked.

Dona- "On Monday we will be heading to Bet-ring college as they are willing to give you a cheerleading scholarship how exciting is that.....your future and dream is all most here. How do you feel?"

I still there for a moment unable to form a sentence cheerleading, is not something I want to have in my future I want to help people make a difference cheerleading is not my call of life.

"Dona I don't want a cheerleading scholarship how did I even get the offer I haven't applied for college yet. I don't understand how this happened."

Dona- "well Ren you were talking to long to decide what you wanted to do and where you wanted to go so I just applied for you."

Once again I was speechless how dare she do that she had no right. It's my life and I don't want to be a cheerleader for ever.

"HOW could you do that with out asking ME about it, it's my life I'm good at other things not just cheerleading"!

Dona- "I don't care what you think you want you are going to see the college on Monday! There is nothing you can do about it!"

I run up to my bedroom and slam the door I can believe she would do that to me. I start pacing around my room in anger shouting and screaming. WOOSH! Fire fly's across my room hitting my carpet.

"Crap, Crap, Crap!"
I stomp by foot as hard as I could on the flames until they finally went out. The feeling of relief washes over me as Ben opens the door.

Ben- "I.....errrr.....here you got you some pizza since you didn't eat anything. Are you ok?"

"I really don't know. I was so angry I set the carpet on fire I put it out but still. How could she do that........she didn't even ask me if this is what I want to do."

Ben- "Your cheer captain shouldn't this be your dream come true?"

"I never wanted to be a cheerleader Dona said it would be good to do a sport so I could stay healthy and now she wants me to make it my life I don't want that."

Ben- "If you don't want to do it then you shouldn't have to it's not like if you don't be a cheerleader in college the world will end. Is it?"

"No the world won't end Ben. I know your right but it's what Dona wants and if I want to keep living here I have to do what she say."

Ben- "That doesn't seen fair if she cares about you she should let you do what you want with your life. I should probably go to bed it's getting late and we have to find some where safe to train where you can not hurt anyone or brake anything."

"Yeah we should go to bed thank you for the pizza it was really nice of you to bring me a piece."

Ben leaves the room with my phone in his hand. I lie in bed thing about everything that happened today, I can read a book no one else can, I have to visit bet-ring college a place I don't even what to go to. I spent time with Ben. Out of my whole day he was the best part of it I got to spend the day with a friend and I mean a real friend not someone who want to change me it was nice to not feel alone for once.