B̶i̶t̶t̶e̶r̶Sweet Love

ch10: anesthesia

TW⚠️: mention of hospital, blood, ptsd

Biu woke up the following morning to a smiling Bible looking at him fondly, "Good morning angel," Bible said and planted a soft kiss on biu's forehead, later wrapped his arms around his neck burying his face in his shoulder, "Good morning honey, what time is it? why didn't wake me up?", "it's 12am, and you look so beautiful when asleep so I chose to admire you instead,"

Bible hugged biu to his body and wrapped his arms firmly around him carrying him to the bathroom, he kissed the sleepy boy and put him down carefully, "Wash your face sleepy head, I'll go make breakfast, " biu nodded with barely opened eyes,

Bible was busy making breakfast when two arms hugged his torso and a head was placed on his back,
" Ble", "Yes baby?," " I love you," Bible smiled and turned around, he carried biu and put him on the counter, "your Ble loves you too baby," he leaned stealing a kiss from the younger, but of course, it turned into another make out session,

After breakfast, they changed their clothes and headed outside, but for some reason, biu was feeling uneasy, it didn't escape Bible's attention, "Baby what's wrong you don't look well,"
"I don't know I just have a bad feeling, ble can we stay home today, " biu said almost begging, Bible took his hands caressing them gently, "I'm with you muffin, nothing bad will happen to you as long as I'm by your side, I promise," biu just nodded his head, still feeling uncomfortable but he decided to ignore it,

Bible went to his bike and put on his helmet, which caught biu off guard, "we're not taking the car???," "My brother borrowed it this morning cause his broke down," bible explained handing him another helmet, biu was more worried now, he didn't like bikes at all, but he took it nevertheless,

They got in and Biu was holding onto Bible on a death grip, "just relax muffin, I'm not gonna go fast okay," biu nodded against his back and he started driving, they stopped at the red light and just as they started driving again, a car came rushing from the right side and then everything that followed was blurry and loud,

Bible was lying on the floor watching the unconscious body of his lover getting moved to the ambulance, he pushed his body up with difficulty and walked to that ambulance, he had too much adrenaline in his blood to care about his own injuries, "sir you have to lay down it's too risky," "no! I'm not leaving him," he got in ignoring everyone, and sat down holding biu's hand firmly "I'm here muffin," he kept caressing his hair as they started driving and the nurses were checking the unconscious boy,

They reached the hospital and went to the emergency room, Bible was in a trance, everything happened too fast and he was trying to process it, then a nurse approached him, "Sir we have to look at your injuries pls," Bible just nodded and followed, the adrenaline was wearing off and the pain was becoming more evident, biu was in safe hands now, luckily there were no major injuries, he only needed few stitches and good amount of painkillers,

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Biu opened his eyes slowly, he was lying in bed, his head hurts and something was attached to his hand, he was in a dark room 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘 for his liking, he was alone, the room was cold and it smelled like disinfectants, a smell filled with memories he buried in the back of his head, he didn't like this, his breathing was getting faster and faster, and suddenly the previous events came rushing to him, the crash, the blood, the loud siren, 'Where's Bible' no, pls God no this cannot be happening!

Biu was hyperventilating now, "Bible!", he stood up with difficulty taking off his IV drip, he was gasping for air and barely conscious of his surroundings, he rushed outside the room looking for bible, he was getting dizzy from the lack of oxygen, nurses were approaching him but he ignored them, "sir please calm down you have to go back to your room" " no I need bible, I need to see him please where is he,"

"Biu!" Bible was now running towards him, "Biben," biu let out a cry of relief and jumped into his arms, Bible hugged him tightly, "I'm here, I'm here baby just breathe," biu was talking through the gasps"I was so scared...It was so dark and I was alone...I thought I tho-" "Shhh that's okay, I'm here I'm fine you're fine, I'm sorry I shouldn't have left you alone,"
Biu was still hyperventilating and clenching on bible who kept patting him softly, "Shhh, just breath biu, breath for me baby please," but Biu was nowhere near calming down,

He carried him and took him to his room, he put him on bed and he was now barely conscious, the nurse injected him with something and he drifted to sleep, Bible didn't leave his side.

Sometime past midnight, biu woke up again, much calmer thanks to the medicine, Bible was next to him, and he was caressing his cheek, "Hy, how are you feeling?", "Tired, are you hurt?," Bible shook his head, "Just small injuries I will be fine, go back to sleep you need to rest," Biu grabbed his hand subconsciously "Sleep with me please," Bible smiled gently, "Of course my love, I'm not going anywhere, "

Bible got in bed and pulled Biu carefully to his chest, he hugged him tightly and Biu clenched his fists on his shirt,
"My parents died in a car accident," Biu said suddenly and Bible's eyes widened, that's why he didn't mention them much before," I was with them," Bible tightened his grip subconsciously, "they were arguing about something and there was a motorcycle in front of us and the next thing I know is me standing in front of their corpses, " biu let out a shaky breath, "when I woke up today and you weren't there I thou-",

"I'm here, I'm here my love, I won't leave you, I promised" Bible planted a kiss on the crown of his head, biu buried his face in his chest, "Thank you for not leaving me, if something happened to you I don't know what I would've done" "nothing happened biu I'm here now, everything is okay, I'm sorry, I promised to protect you but I failed," Bible was holding his tears,

"I'm not blaming you Bible, what happened was just bad luck, it's no one's fault," Biu said looking straight into his eyes, Bible nodded and kissed his forehead, "Let's go to sleep, it's been a long day," and with that, they drifted to sleep in each other's arms, as their heartbeats sound put them slowly at ease.

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AN: I don't love angst, angst loves me✨️

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