LOVE

CHAPTER 29

The braai is still going on,it's a little bit after 8 and it's a weekend people are gonna leave soon, everyone is getting tipsy and I am horny on the another hand, is it crazy I don't think I can handle anything at this point looking back at my life I didn't really think I can handle it and for an ancestral wife the ancestors haven't given me any problem,my man is back home and I couldn't ask for anything else ,seeing him pass by I really can't get over the fact that he's well known and the world knows him crazy and now that he's out life only gets tough not only tough but busy he's own busy man with alot of businesses and he has to put food on the table I on the other hand am already a housewife but doesn't mean I can't do anything I've got a few businesses I would like to make a proposal to him and I think I'm ready to be a business owner and get busy because things can fall out of the blue so I have to try my  best to keep my own side stable." Me and Mthandeni are going through a divorce." Noxolo says out of the blue, their relationship looks amazing they look happy I guess it's the alcohol speaking I couldn't wish this on my worst enemy divorce is the worst even when you think you're ready you're never ready I thought she would say they are taking a break but they are getting a whole DIVORCE my parents went through it and trust me it can get messy at a certain point and you will start to question is it really worth it? I know my parents divorcing hurt my mom the most but she asked for it and I was there for her on her worst I still don't know the reason for their divorce but I am most definitely sure it's something deep. My brother knows that this is not it they could sit down and talk it out but then you never know how asked for it or what lead to it I mean they are the best couple I know I mean they've known each other since highschool and they had their first child in highschool what could go wrong? 20 years of marriage I don't think its worth it. She's crying and trust me we don't want to alert the kids they're still playing outside and the teens are somewhere having fun I don't want anyone seeing her this vulnerable. My heart bleeds for her, she looks at me at gives me a sad smile I know she's dying on the inside. The atmosphere is tense I swear you would be able to hear a pin drop we are just looking at her I mean no one expected this, "he's expecting a child with another woman ,I asked for the divorce I can't share my man with anyone." Gosh my brother, why would he do this? I don't even know what to do "he wants to take another wife,am I not enough this has been question I ask myself everyday because this is hard I can't even stand the fact that he wants to marry her on top of having a child with her, that's disrespect of the highest order. I'm mad to say the least plus my man is in his study I feel like he's keeping to himself and I don't think that's healthy "I love him but divorce for a new bee she's younger than me I know that's for sure I can't say I haven't tried anything in the book, we've not had sex for over 2 years I thought maybe something was wrong with me but it is what it is." I didn't realise that tears are dropping on my face because Luvuyo is in front of me wiping my tears I swear if any woman tries to break my family like this I wouldn't take it well imagine losing these innocent kids in the process? "Are you okay ma?" His face shows it all he's worried and angry at the same time he's wiping my tears "nothing baby, I'm just a little emotional." He doesn't look satisfied with my answer "I'm okay Lu I promise you, I love you okay." I draw him in for a deep hug he hugs me back I'm crying silently I can't imagine the pain she's going through. He walks away not before kissing my cheek and walking away his just like his dad quiet and reserved when there's so many of people which is crazy because this is his family.

We are clearing up everybody has things going through their mind,I can feel it let me try to cheer them up "so you ladies I'm thinking about how about we go out,don't worry it's on me I will send you guys details." When I mean everyone is here even Enzo's sister the one who doesn't like me is here,i don't even know her name but I know she doesn't like me which is fine am not here for her anyways. Ntombi is just hard on herself in my opinion,but whatever I need to look for a place for these ladies,and a hotel ,fun activities and everything. You get what am saying right? It's been a long day the kids are now in the sitting room this house is wayyyy tooo big for my liking but I love it anyways. I still need to talk to the man of the house anyways,it's been a long day from my man returning from prison to my brother getting a divorce. We are done and everyone leaving "we are going to talk."I tell Mthandeni I'm disappointed once again. Now it's me and my little family now I'm happy. I need to sleep right now and I need my man's chest,today has been hectic.