LOVE

CHAPTER 16

LIYANA CELE

I'm so conflicted I won't lie, I'm confused, confused would be an understatement because I feel like I'm in a movie you know the saying "my life flashed in front of my eyes"  that's how I feel like honestly it's the fact that I had to find out like this and my mom's not even here to explain, I contemplate on calling my mom and telling her I won't be coming home soon it's really hard honestly, Enzokuhle walks into the room and I take a deep breath he looks at me and I see his face turn soft he lefts me up and I end up on his lap and he hugs me tightly "baby I feel so down, I don't know what's going on, I don't understand it's confusing me just as it's confusing you , I just hope you won't give up on me , on us and everything that's yet to come" I pull back and look into his eyes his perfect eyes and I kiss his forehead and I hug him tightly "I want to see Luvuyo" he sighs before he stands up and kisses my lips, we break up from the kiss panting for air and I give his hand a little squeeze

We walk to another rondavel that's a bit far from own rondavel, his holding my hands tightly and I can see he looks unsure, I mean after all this boy is my child and I am willing to mother him and Liyana, I don't care about his 2 kids there's nothing I can really do at this point, this weekend was supposed to be Luvuyo's welcoming ceremony and for him to bond with his dad and younger sister probably his cousins," baby, baby are you listening to me ? " I snap out of my thoughts and focus to this man that happens to be my soulmate, I don't really understand it at all it's confusing me but I come back to my senses when I see we've reached a door we enter and I see Luvuyo sleeping peacefully I'm looking at him and I'm capturing this moment I don't think this child vomited earlier on , I slowly walk towards him and I touch his skin  he shifts in his sleep and he opens his eyes and looks at me ,he looks surprised like he wasn't expecting me I smile at him and he does the same "how are you feeling boy " I ask "I just want to bath and eat I waited for you " I look at him and look back at Enzokuhle this has to be funny or some sick joke.

We walk back to Enzokuhle's rondavel and Esasa is waiting for us outside she looks bored my poor baby girl, when she sees me and Luvuyo she looks happy even forgetting that her father is around her , I smile and carry her in my arms and hug her tightly I definitely missed her , she kisses my cheeks and we walk into the rondavel,I'm in love with the interior design of this place because wow , so my very handsome Zulu bachelor decides not to put a geyser in his because he always baths in the main house house so I have to boil water for the kids to bath with, once I'm done I pour the water into a basin and mix it with cold water . I take the basin to the bathroom and I undress Liyana as I am giving her a bath she asks a very deep question "Yana are you going to be my new mommy? Can I call you mommy? My friend said she can't be my friend because I don't have mommy?" I am taken back by this question but I can't give her false hopes what if me and her father don't work out , "you know baby I can be your new mommy and we can play together but your friend is a bad friend so stay away from her." She smiles at me and nods she looks happier now "I can't wait MaCele i also have a new Mommy finally." She giggles excitedly and covers her mouth "what's going on in here you guys are having fun without me " Esasa laughs and I burst out as well I'm bonding with my daughter, my daughter that feels good "Daddy you won't believe MaCele is my new mommy I can finally call her Mommy" she's so happy she continues talking to her dad while I clear up in the bathroom and proceed with dressing her up . Since I'm not a bride in this place I can not touch any pots in this house so yeah I'm bored, I take my phone and I call my  mom she's seems fine with me being away that's weird I have no choice but to explain everything to her because my dad's gonna find out and it won't be nice , "kodwa mama the sangoma is telling me I'm Enzokuhle's soulmate I'm scared and what if we aren't exactly meant for each other or something along the line" I hear her sigh on the other line " If you want to know what's going ask your father because this is out of my control. " My mom just made this situation harder for me , I drop the call and I decide to leave my dad for now. My life feels like a movie it's flashing right in front of my eyes this has to be some dream and the fact that my mom knows something about this and wants me to ask my dad says something, I'm in denial and wow my life is going in circles.