LOVE

CHAPTER 12

Today has been draining honestly speaking, I'm going back home which is Sandton I want Luvuyo and Enzo to bond, I've cooked for them already I'm just staring at my man hopefully he will be able to keep up with Luvuyo he's a very handsome boy like his father and siblings, I move from the kitchen to the room and I just stare at the picture which is a picture of me , Esasa and Enzokuhle it was the day of her birthday, she will meet her brother this weekend because there's a ceremony they need to perform for Luvuyo, they've shown him his room , my phone beeps snapping me out of my thoughts I see a headline written ENZOKUHLE NDADA'S NEW FLOOZIE SHE'S DEFINITELY NOT HIS TYPE MS LIYANA CELE my heart squeezes in agony I wasn't expecting this ,who would do something like this? My head is buzzing with many things , yeah I know I'm a celebrity but... How? Enzokuhle walks into the room he gives me a smile I look at my phone I don't really know how to tell him this my phone rings buzzing me out of my thoughts it's Thando I don't know why she's calling "hey sis how are you? Have you seen social media you're everywhere are you okay, these people are cruel, do you wanna come home?" My sister keeps on blabbing, I take a sit on the bed and take deep breaths in I kinda expected but not this early I don't wanna ruin the mood of the house so let me go home

He drops me off with Luvuyo at the back seat they are just talking it's a sight for sore eyes , they are traveling home tomorrow and I can't go with them because firstly  I'm just his girlfriend, secondly it's a traditional ceremony for Luvuyo and thirdly I don't really see the need to go phela Nkandla is far I really can't shame. We kiss goodbye and I'm back inside the house, I missed Lesedi even though I still saw her the day before yesterday she hugs me tightly I missed her honestly, it's festive season and I need to go see my mom before we travel to KZN together "how are you chommma ? did you get some dick or something? Why do you look so sour ?" How do I tell my friend that I'm being cyber bullied and it's not funny it hurts people are saying not so comfortable things about my body  the fact that I'm plus sized and I don't get where regular clothes like most slender can be challenging I'm not to big but I've got verryyyyyyy thickkkk thighs and ass so some people thing I'm really huge well my mother's say I'm chubby that's all and I'm really happy my man enjoys having me by his side I'm really grateful for him back to the story at hand she looks at me "I saw the internet , but I don't want to press matters because you can be handful honestly so I don't wanna pity you because you hate it " she's right I hate being pitted it's annoying " so girl do you wanna drink some wine so we can talk " yeahhh some wine would be great it's been a long dramatic week from Enzo reuniting with his son his first born it was an emotional thing to watch, and then the media saga I definitely need wine , but I miss my man but he needs to bond with his child I make a mental note to call him before I sleep right now I need to bond with my bestie...