Complicated || sam golbach

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My phone wouldn't stop ringing on my nightstand. I don't know the time but whoever is calling me better have a good reason.

I groggily answer the phone before I read the name. "Hey, I'm so sorry for waking you." I heard Colby's voice say on the other line.

I looked at the time to see it was two in the morning. "It's fine. Is everything okay?" I question while sitting up.

"I need your help with something." I waited for him to explain. I could hear the worry in his voice.

"It's Sam. He's been shut out in his room all night." He started out. I don't know why he would shut himself out.

Unless something happened that I didn't know about. "I've tried to go in there and talk to him but he won't answer the door." He explained.

I was a little curious about where he was getting with this.

"I hate to ask but can you come over and try to talk to him?" He questioned. It took me by surprise.

I sighed as I thought about it. "Colby, I don't know. If he won't answer you, I doubt he'll answer me." I tell him.

I would love to but I don't think it was going to help. I could hear him sigh over the phone.

"I've seen you two hang out a lot during these past couple of months and I can see how close you two got." He spoke.

I just sighed, not realizing how obvious it was. "I'll try to come over but I don't know if it'll work." I tell him.

He thanked me multiple times as I climbed out of my bed. I left my clothes on that I was wearing and grabbed my keys.

I drove to the boys house and luckily, there wasn't a lot of traffic.

I walked right in the house when I got there and Colby was standing in the kitchen.

"Is he still in his room?" I questioned, Colby nodding his head.

I jogged upstairs and knocked on his bedroom door. "Hey, Sam. Can I come in?" I ask.

It took a minute but I could hear a mumbled come in. I walked into his room and I realized it was my first time in his room.

He was laying in his bed, scrolling on his phone. "Did Colby call you over here?" He spoke without looking at me.

"Yeah, we're both worried about you." I speak calmly. I slowly walked over towards him and sat on the edge of the bed, looking around.

It was quiet for a moment. "Do you wanna tell me what's going on?" I ask looking the blonde.

He looked over at me, his blue eyes had red all around them like he was crying.

The image broke my heart. He sat up in bed while wiping his eyes.

"I know you know about my past relationship, Kat." My heart skipped a beat but I tried to remain calm.

"I don't know much." It wasn't a lie, I haven't really talked about it much so I have no idea.

He sucked in a breath before speaking. "I thought we were slowly becoming friends again and then she came out with a song about me."

I could see how sad he is. I frowned as I looked at him. I haven't heard of the song so I don't know what all it says.

"The fans have realized that she wrote it about me so there's been some drama." He explained.

It's a shitty situation. She deserves to express her feelings any way she wants.

I don't think she meant to hurt Sam but I hate how he's crying. "What does it talk about?" I ask curiously.

"About how she's blindsided because I switched up on her." His voice was breaking as he spoke.

I brought my arms around him and pulled him into a hug, he started crying instantly.

He must've really loved her, or still be in love with her. The thought of Sam still having feelings for Kat brings a pang to my chest.

I shake it off knowing I have to comfort Sam. "I just didn't want to hold her back anymore." He admitted while sobbing.

I rubbed his back as he sobbed into my chest. We stayed like this for awhile, Sam crying into my chest.

Once I felt his breathing slow down and he started to calm down, I pulled away from him.

He started wiping his eyes that were very red. He sniffled some tears away while taking a shaky breath.

"I'm sorry you had to see that." He apologized. I shook my head as I looked at him.

"You have nothing to be sorry about." I assure him. I don't think I've ever seen him this sad.

As I sat there, looking at Sam as he calmed down, I had a thought come to my head.

It was something I didn't want to think of but I couldn't stop.

"You still have feelings for her, don't you?" I questioned lightly. He was quiet, he didn't say anything.

"I think I still love and care for her. I don't think I'm in love with her anymore." He answers.

I figured he was still in love with her. And I want to say a little piece of him might still be in love with her.

I wasn't going to tell him that though. I stayed here for a while, I didn't want to leave until I knew he was okay.

I looked at the time to see it was seven in the morning. I've spent the majority of the night here with Sam.

"You better get some rest." I tell Sam as I stand up. He just nods his head as he makes himself comfortable in bed.

I leave the boys house feeling exhausted. I don't know how I'm going to dance today.

When I get to the apartment, I chug a Redbull knowing I need it.

I change my clothes and get ready for the day at the studio.

When I get there, I could feel myself dragging. Chandler was leaning against the front desk, talking to Grace.

He looked over at me and looked surprised. "Hannah, you don't look so great." Grace looked over at me and gasped.

"Are you sick?" She asked as I leaned over the desk. "No, I've been up since two this morning." I explained to them.

They both furrowed their eyebrows towards me. "Why?" Chandler asked curiously.

I debated on telling them, but I know I could trust them. "Colby called and I had to help him with Sam." I vaguely told them.

"Well, you look exhausted. You don't have any privates today so go home and rest." She informed me.

I tried to tell her that I'll be fine since I have to go over what I'm gonna teach next week but she stopped me.

"It's okay to miss a day." Grace spoke as she stood up and walked away. I just sighed and looked over at Chandler.

"Is Sam okay?" He asked nicely as I just sighed. "Apparently Kat wrote a song about him and it's been getting around." I tell him.

Rory told Chandler about how Sam was in a relationship for a long time so he knows about his past relationship.

He grimaced as he thought about it. "How bad is it?" He questioned. I listened to it on the way here.

And if you know about their past, you know it's about him. I didn't know what to think about the song.

"I mean, it's a decent song. I just feel really bad for Sam." I've never seen Sam like that and I don't think I want to see him like that again.

As a friend, I think I'm gonna try to cheer him up.