Complicated || sam golbach

1.6

"Hey, you got this." Chandler hyped me up as I walked to the stage. I was nervous for this solo.

I was about to do the solo that Grace and I walked on. I wasn't nervous about doing it in front of other people.

I was nervous to do it in front of Sam. I didn't know how he was going to react to it.

Chandler was walking with me knowing his solo was right after mine.

I just smile at him as they call my name and title of the dance.

I inhale a deep breath and walk to the stage. I get in my spot and wait for the song to start playing.

When the song started, I started the dance. I had to remember that I had to look heartbroken and fearful.

"What if I never find anybody to love, or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave."

I ran my hand through my hair as I dropped to my knees to the lyrics.

"What if I get to heaven and it's not even real and I die before telling you how I really feel?" I continued dancing, feeling the lyrics.

When the song ended, I sat there, my knees up to my chest. There was a lot of cheering and clapping as I stood up and walked off the stage.

When I got to Chandler, he was smiling widely. "That was fucking amazing!" He boasted.

He picked me up and spun me around. When he put me down, he was called. I made sure to stand there and watch as he did his dance.

He did really well, I had a constant smile on his face as I watched him. The rest of the day paced out really fast.

We had to get ready for the group dance, which we did really well. For a group, we won so I was really proud of ourselves.

Chandler ended up getting second and I got first so we made sure to hug each other on stage.

I was extremely proud of him and myself. I was proud of myself because a dance I choreographed got first place.

Yes, I had Grace's help but I did the majority of it, and I was so proud of myself.

"Is it me or should we celebrate?" Rory asked as we gathered our stuff.

I just laughed while shaking my head. "I totally would if my last hangover didn't feel like absolute death." I joke.

"We don't have to drink. Maybe we can do something over at the boys house." She suggested.

"You can't just plan something at someone else's house, Rory." Chandler stepped in.

They then started arguing about it as we finished getting our stuff together.

"You both are stupid, I swear." I joke with them. They both look at me like what I said hurt them.

We walk to the bus so we can head back to the studio. I sit in the back, put my headphones in, and started playing music.

Max texted privately saying how she was extremely proud of me. She also texted in the group chat to meet at the boys house.

I guess Rory's plan of going over to the boys house had. worked. It makes me wonder if she texted Max her idea.

I just shake my head and try to relax as much as I can. When we get to the studio, we put our bags in our different cars and head to the boys.

I've been there so many times, I have the directions memorized.

I listened to Jack Harlow on the way there, trying to get ready for his concert in a couple weeks.

When I got there, everyone else was here. Chandler and Rory pulled up right after I did.

The three of us walked inside together, walking to the living room.

"There's the winners." Colby joked as we walked inside. Sam made eye contact with me, looking at me softly.

Before I could go over and talk to him, Sean walked over to me. "I just wanted to say congrats, the dance you did was pretty dope." I blushed.

"You know, she choreographed that dance." Chandler boasted. I could feel my face turn red as Sean looked at me surprised.

"No shit. How long did it take you?" The two of us started talking about the solo I did today.

I told him how it didn't take me too long knowing I had Grace's help. He said it was still really good.

Eventually, he said he was going to get a beer from the fridge. Regan walked over to me and asked about the song I danced to.

She wanted to know who sang it knowing she really liked it. Whenever everyone stopped crowding me, I went over to the blonde.

I sat next to him as he locked his phone and sat it on his lap. "I know you've probably heard it a shit ton, but you did really well."

I could tell he meant it too. "Thanks, Sam." We stared at each other for a few moments.

"That song you chose, it was a really good song." He spoke. I nodded my head in agreement.

"I think so too, it's been one of my favorites recently." I tell him. Before we could say anything else, everyone walked over to us.

"Let's play card games." Everyone sat down in a circle so we could play.

They had Cards Against Humanity, Uno, and What Do You Meme?

I loved all these games so I was down to play them all with them.

Playing with them was extremely fun. I swear, I hadn't laughed that hard in a long time.

I want to have more nights like these. I love their parties, don't get me wrong.

But I love having a lowkey night with them. Playing card games and laughing with the group.

I could tell everyone was enjoying themselves. We stayed here for hours, playing card games and hanging out.

Eventually, I could feel myself start to get extremely tired. I could see Chandler and Rory were feeling the same way.

We all decided to go home so we can get some rest. "Will I be seeing you tomorrow for our annual run?" Sam questioned.

I smiled and nodded my head. "I'll let you know when I'm heading over." He nodded his head.

I made sure to say goodbye to everyone as we walked out of the house.

Rory rode with me since we live together now. "I'm so exhausted." She spoke while putting her head on the window.

"Girl, I feel you." When we get to the apartment, I lay down on the bed and scroll through phone.

In the groupchat, they were talking about how they need to have more nights and days like that.

I couldn't agree more.