Complicated || sam golbach

1.9

It's been a week since the skiing trip. Ever since I overheard him and Kat talking, I've slowly shut him out.

I'm tired of getting my hopes up with him. He's still in love with her. There's no denying it.

I was currently at my apartment, watching Gossip Girl when I heard a knock on my door.

I figured it was Max so I went to open the door. I was surprised to see it was the blonde.

"Please tell me I did something for you to shut me out again? I keep asking what I did, and I honestly don't know." He tells me.

I swallow deeply as I watch him walk into my apartment. I debated on telling him the truth or lying.

But I realized there was no point in hiding it forever. "I overheard you talking to Kat at the cabin." I tell him truthfully.

I can see him remembering back on his face. "I hope you know that I didn't invite her there." He defends himself.

"Then why was she there?" I questioned him. I could see him thinking for a moment.

"She wanted to talk about some things but I declined her knowing the way she's been treating you." He informs me.

I wonder if he was telling the truth, or if he was making something up. He then furrowed his eyebrows towards me.

"Why would you stop talking to me instead of trying to talk to me about it?" He questioned.

I purse my lips while shrugging, shaking my head. "I got into my own head, I overthought." I tell him.

He then started thinking about something. It was like he was connecting dots in his head.

"Hannah, please be honest. That song you danced and choreographed to." He started.

I have a bad feeling about this, I don't know why. "The one talking about how if you leave first you can't get hurt." He reminded me.

I watched as he spoke slowly. "Was that hinting at me somehow?" He clearly spoke.

I looked into his eyes. His pretty blue eyes that I've slowly fallen for these past few months.

I knew right here that I couldn't lie to him. I exhaled a deep a breath and nodded my head.

"It is." I softly spoke. I could see him take a step back. I couldn't read the expression on his face at all.

I could tell though he was scrambling to get his thoughts together. "Why didn't you tell me?" He asked.

I feel like I could cry, probably because I'm afraid I was going to ruin everything between us.

I just shrugged, afraid to make eye contact with him. "I've seen the way you act when someone brings her up." I explain.

"I've helped calm you down when she wrote that song about you. For some reason, deep down, I thought you still had feelings for her."

He sighed and shook his head, taking a step towards me. "Hannah, I don't have feelings for her." He admits to me.

"When she came to the cabin, I told her that I had feelings for someone else. That I have feelings for you." He admitted.

That took me by surprise. I was speechless, a smile was starting to form on my lips.

"What?" I questioned. A chuckle escaped his lips as he looked at me.

"Hannah, I have feelings for you and only you." He admits. I still couldn't believe what I was hearing.

"I realized them when we went on that bando trip together." He says.

That was a good day. But I didn't realize he had caught feelings before I did.

I mean, I figured I had feelings for Sam but I don't think I fully let them in until the night of the concert.

"Do you really have feelings for me?" I question, a smile on his face. There was a small laugh that escaped his lips.

"Will this make you believe me?" He asked stepping closer. My heart was pounding in my chest as he stepped closer.

He placed his hand on the back of my neck, pulling his face closer to mine. My heart was pounding like a sledgehammer.

He slowly leaned in, me doing the same thing. When he put his lips on mine, I could feel the electricity run through my body.

I felt like I was chocolate melting on a summer day as we kissed. I don't want this to stop.

I've been imagining this moment for a long time. When we pulled away for air, there was a smile on both of our lips.

"Does that prove it to you?" He asked causing me to smirk towards him.

"I don't think it does. Can we try that again?" I question playfully, Sam laughing towards me.

He just shook his head and bent down to kissed me again. I thought this was going to end really bad.

This ended way better than I thought it was going to. I'm so extremely grateful that I moved down here.

I got close to my cousin that I hadn't seen in years. I befriended her boyfriend, Colby.

It's nice because she'll always have my back and he'll know how to cheer me up and make me laugh.

Chandler makes me want to become a better dancer and improve my strengths in dancing.

Rory is someone I gained trust in super fast. I'm glad she moved in and is living with me.

I swear, her moving in made us closer, which I'm happy about. Then there's Sam.

I never saw myself getting this close to Sam when I first moved here, but I'm extremely grateful that I am.

No one has ever understood me as much as Sam does. He always knows how to make me laugh and cheer me up.

Every time I see him, I get butterflies in my stomach. My day gets so much better whenever I see him.

He's such a genuine person, and I'm happy that I met him. I really hope nothing happens to us and I don't lose him.

The two of us hung out for the rest of the night. We had a pizza movie night and cuddled on the couch.

It was a great night. I do wish that we communicated sooner on our feelings so we could've been doing this sooner.

At least we're here now and doing all of this. When he left to make sure his editing was done, Rory came over.

She was eyeing me up and down as I cleaned up the kitchen. "Why are you so happy cleaning?" She asked laughing.

"Because maybe Sam and I talked it out and maybe we kissed." She dropped her jaw towards me.

"You kissed Sam Golbach?" She made me explain everything that happened which made me happy.

She seemed really happy that we finally fessed up our feelings for each other.

I just know that if word gets around and the fans find out, it's gonna be crazy all over social media.

I just don't know how Kat's going to react to it. But right now, I don't really care about what she has to say.

For once it's not complicated with Sam.