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ZANELE'S POV .
yeah the gate was locked , but thank God he opened .
zanele : ngiyabonga baba .
security : hamba before they see you.
I ran to class and fuck first period is maths here I am 30 min late .
zanele. : Morning sir , sorry that I am late . I happened to wake up late today .
Mr msomi : get yourself a transport nawe , you can't be always late . I even heard teachers complaining about you being late . set alarm or something and sit down !
he said that not even looking at me , yeah it hurts I won't lie . I mean he does no even know what's happening . but I'll be okay one day . I sat down . I had a horrible day . got home and slept I was not feeling well . yeah i got beaten later on .
Aunt : ucabanga ukuthi kuphi laa , ngizokshaya wena ngiyaktshela . (where do you think you are , I am going to beat you )
Zanele : aunt I am not feeling well .
Aunt. : yini are you pregnant ? ngula bhuti we Audi ? ( is it your Audi boyfriend.)
Zanele : chaa aunt i am not pregnant .
I cooked dinner with my eyes full of tears . later that night I locked myself in the bathroom and cried . I cried till I could feel my eyes burning . I could not see properly . I begged God to take my life .
Zanele : God , I know some things happens for a reason but I cannot take this anymore . this is too much to carry . yess I was abused before but not like this . If ngifela izono zika ma no baba please take me father because I can't handle this pain anymore . my life is a mess , I don't wanna live anymore ... ( Crying ) ( if I am dying because of my parents sins please take me father )
I went to bed not feeling good . hoping that God can take my life . I mean I don't have a reason to be alive . I slept while sniffing . it hurts I don't wanna lie .
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MY MISERABLE LIFE ( BY MISS MGIDI )
RomanceNgegama I am Zanele Mbhele all the way from KZN . Judging the place i'm from you can tell I am Zulu . I live in the rurals with my Aunt , Uncle and their two girls . I dont know my parents , i heard that my dad abandoned me when I was 5 years and my...
