MY MISERABLE LIFE ( BY MISS MGIDI )

MY MISERABLE LIFE

MY MISERABLE LIFE
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ZANELE'S POV .

they entered and I saw thando devastated ..it looks as if  he has killed someone . we sat there while they were trying by all means to make me forget about this but all I could think about was my baby . I know I never wanted to have one but now that it has been taken away from me hurts . I felt like I could kill myself everything that happens is misrable .

Thando   : can you please excuse us I need to talk to her .

they left and I was there with thando . we sat there and I could see tears in his eyes . I hugged him and we spoke there telling me everything is going to be okay . enough is enough , thando has tolerated all my MISRABLE LIFE , he also deserves to be happy.  he needs to live for a little . I wanna end this relationship and just let him free .

later that day .

I am still in the hospital crying and talking to god about how my life has been difficult. when will i be happy because everytime I try and be happy something horrible always happens , i questioned god , why me . I went out to shower suddenly this old woman walked in as well .

Old woman  : sawubona ngane ( hey child )
Zanele   : sawubona ma . ( hey ma )
Old woman  : why are you crying so much .
Zanele   : nothing to worry about ma , i'll be fine .

we showered and just as I was about to leave she stopped me .

Old woman  : you need to forgive them , bakhulule , myeke alale ngoxola ngane yam in that matter you will also find peace and everything will be fine by your side .

I just looked at her and left . I went to my room and started crying again . I sat there thinking about what this woman just said . I told myself I won't forgive them , i will never they caused so much pain .

2 days later .

I was now at home , i am not happy but trying . it was the day of the funeral . we bathed and did everything . we were now at the grave yard . I know she always wanted to be buried in a gold casket but instead they choose black and I kept quiet .