MY MISERABLE LIFE
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ZANELE'S POV
Why does it hurt for a woman who made my life miserable ? I questioned myself . I placed on my earphone listening to zevia - pains my only home
" can you help me , i think i'm drowning and if I was would you stay or would you go , can you see me I fading , cause I feel like i'm still searching for my soul , it's okay for you to live , pains my only home , I've leaned to be alone . are you worth me , cause I think i'm crazy and if I am please feel free to walk away , you don't hurt me , i hurt myself and even if you killed me I'd still feel the same "
the song kept going on and on . I kept crying and crying . why am I even crying this much , that woman made my life a living hell . It just hurts so much . thando held me tight not saying a thing . Later that night thando woke up and came back with a glass of water .
Thando : babe you need to drink this , you've been crying for a while now .
we sat there suddenly I vented .
Zanele : you've always wondered what happened to my thigh well my uncle tried forcing himself on me when I was young and my aunt came back from work and saw that , she took a bottle a stabbed my thigh but she was aiming to stab my face but luckily I managed to cover myself and he stabbed my thigh , i was mistreated that's the reason why I was always late to school . sometimes she would beat me without any reason and I'd even sleep outside for just not taking off my uniform mind you I was still young .
i told him everything I could see his heart broken . we hugged and he whispered.
Thando : I am here now , everything's going to alright .
Zanele : I need to go back home and make the funeral arrangements , but I won't be able to forgive that woman .
we went back to bed I felt better after telling him everything .
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MY MISERABLE LIFE ( BY MISS MGIDI )
RomanceNgegama I am Zanele Mbhele all the way from KZN . Judging the place i'm from you can tell I am Zulu . I live in the rurals with my Aunt , Uncle and their two girls . I dont know my parents , i heard that my dad abandoned me when I was 5 years and my...
