Back to her *Mark sloan*

𝟮𝟳. 𝗦𝗲𝘅 𝗽𝗼𝗹𝗶𝗰𝗲 {𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴}

Madi sat in therapy and looked to her therapist and sighed. She knew how this had been hard. She knew how she hadn't told anyone that she was in therapy

"I have been trying to make it work with everybody and it's been good. I love him but Every time Derek walks into a room, all I can think about is his tongue. In my mouth. I love him and I haven't told him as I know I can't love him as he split up with my sister and I can't do they to him" madi said

"So you think about kissing Derek? "

"It's making surgery very difficult. So I need some therapy tools so that I can cope and all I can think over is that nurse and how she kissed him. Over how he is with the nurse" madi said

"Are you sure that's not where your problem lie?"

"Mo I'm fine...Well, we have our fifth clinical trial patient today, and the first four, we've learned a lot, but we haven't saved one, and I really want to and I can't be distracted by things like tongues. So I need some tools, now. I need to try and be professional and keep a distant between professional and personal" madi said

" You're having fantasies about Derek. The only way to get rid of them is to remind yourself of the reality."

"The reality is what we had is in the past, that's the reality" madi said

•••

Madi walked into the patients room. She was a little late as she had been with her therapist. She smiled to Derek. "Sorry I'm late."

"Just getting started."

Mai smiled over at the patient. "Hi. I'm Dr madi Grey," she said as she stood by Derek.

"Jonathan Evett. I've been treating Darren over at the V.A, I'm so glad that you were able to get him into the clinical trial," he said.

Kevin, the father, looked to Derek. "So you're gonna inject a virus into my son's brain?" He asked.

"Not in the brain dad. The tumour."

Derek nodded and smiled. "The theory is that the virus will attack the tumour and shrink it. Still, there's an enormous amount of risk involved," he told them.

•••

Bailey knocked on the door to the on call room where she knew Mark Sloan was. "Dr Sloan," she called. She had Tuck with her.

Mark opened the door. And it was obvious what he had been up to. "Dr Bailey. Dr Bailey's baby," he said.

Bailey didn't look impressed. "It appears Nurse Tanya is no longer available for your liposuction at 10:00. Shall I cancel the procedure?" Bailey asked.

"Get me another nurse. Get me Kate. Yeah," Mark said as he closed the door. He walked back over to mila and grabbed her hips again. She looked to him and smirked as he leant in and kissed her

Bailey knocked the door again. "Dr Shepherd. I know you're in there too. You're late for rounds with your suck ups!" She called. She knocked the door yet again. "Dr Shepherd!"

Mila stood from the bed and redressed and  opened the door. She smiled. "I'll be right there Dr Bailey. Hi cute baby," she said as she looked to Tuck. "Don't judge me. Don't tell Derek" mila said as she looked to Bailey