in love- Ian Gallagher ❤️

missing.

I wake up to see Ian still asleep.
Fuck he looks so good, he's also shirtless. I can't, i need to keep my feelings inside.
Then i feel him move so i fake sleep and pretend to wake up to see him looking at me. I smile and then sit up. I rub my eyes and then walk into the bathroom, i do my business then wash my hands and walk out.

I walk back into the boys room to see no one's there, i walk downstairs to see them all in living room. I go sit on the couch in the middle of Ian and Debbie. Then Frank bursts through the door, blood all under his nose.
Steve: Woah you okay Frank?
Ian: Hey, is that my shirt?
Ian says getting up, i move my legs so he can get past.
Frank: Yeah.
Ian: I- was just asking..
Then Frank head butts Ian and he falls back into the table. I hear glass smash and then i see the blood all over Ian's nose. I gasp and stand up.
Taylor: Ian! Are you okay?
Frank: Guy at the bar said pass it on.
Steve: What the fuck is wrong with you Frank?
Fiona: Jesus christ dad!
Then Veronica is covering Carl's ears, it breaks my heart.
Steve: Your drunk!
Frank: This is drunk?

Then in the corner of my eye i see Debbie creeping up behind him with a frying pan. Lip quickly stops her and i let out a sigh.
Steve: What are you a tough guy? You think your a fucking tough guy Steve?
Fiona: Hey, Steve go! Just get out!
Frank: Pussy!
Steve: Your pathetic Frank.
Fiona: Get out now! I mean it.
Frank: Don't go! Come on! Puss, Puss, Puss, You wanna say something Pussy?
I sit holding tissue up to Ian's nose, whilst he lays against me.
Veronica: Ice!
Frank: It's a bloody nose, he's not dying!
Veronica: Really Frank?
Then Frank walks into the kitchen and wipes his nose with a rag. Me, Lip and Ian sit in the boys room. I sit on Ian's bed in between him and Lip.
Then Ian gets up and takes his shirt of to change it.
Fuck, this boy really is hot. I love seeing him shirtless.
He changes his shirt and then sits back down, blood still on his face.
Lip: Should've hit him back.
Ian: If i ever do i'll fucking kill him.
Lip: So? Eight to 10 for manslaughter. Get laid as often as you want. Tattoos and everything.
I can't help but feel some jealousy in my stomach when Lip says that.
Then Ian sits down after changing his shirt, i lay my head on his shoulder as we all pass the joint back and forth. I went home later that day, collapsed onto my bed because of how tired i was.

The next day, i go to the Gallagher house and go out with Veronica and Ian.
Veronica: Come on honey, push them up.
I laugh as she pushes my boobs up, i see Ian look and notice i'm looking and then look away. We walk over to the man driving the truck as Ian goes to the back of the truck.
Veronica: Hey Conrad, How's it going?
Conrad: Not so bad, you know.
Veronica: Shirley any better?
Conrad: Still pissed about me calling the cops, but what could I do?
Taylor: Got her over at county?
Veronica: Once we had my mom there, she came around. What ward's she on?
Conrad: Six.
Veronica: Oh, yeah. Good people. Give her meds straight, couple shots of Thorazine, Librium and a fistful of Prozac, and she'll be right as rain.
Then we all chuckle and he bites his lip looking at Veronica's laugh and i couldn't help but giggle.
Taylor: Aw, looks sore. How many stitches?
Conrad: Ugh, seven. Cheese knife.
Veronica: Poor Conrad.
Conrad: I'll live.
Then we see Ian, behind the truck with a handful of stuff.
Veronica: Not if they let Shirley out.
Then we laugh and me and veronica walk around the corner.

We walk through the back door into the Gallagher house.
Ian: Hey, Special delivery.
Lip: All right, thank you.
Debbie: Don't forget Veronica's coupons.
Taylor: Yeah, got it.
Then me and Ian walk into Veronica and Kevin's house. We put the dairy products on the table.
Veronica: Thanks, handsome. And my beautiful.
I smile and we get the coupons of Veronica and we go back to the house.
Ian: Any pizza left from last night?
Fiona: No pizza. Fruit or juice. And we've got eggs. OJ's in the top, grapes in the bottom drawer.
Debbie: Pop tarts, Frosted Flakes, Bisquick, Heinz ketchup. Ooh-Ooh! Even got a couple two-for-ones for Tide.
Ian: Any coupons for meat?
Debbie: Yeah. They got a special on ground chuck at Costco, and Hot Pockets.
Fiona: That's great, we'll go tomorrow. Lip, you seen Frank?
Lip: Uh, no?
Fiona: What day is it?
Taylor: Friday, why?
Then Ian hands Carl toast and eggs, then there's a knock on the back door. Ian opens it.
Ian: Hey.
Steve: Morning Campers.
Taylor: Ooo, what you got?
Steve: Jelly, plain, glazed. Save me an apple fritter.
Then Steve gets a piece of toast and rubs it in Carl's eggs and takes a bite.
Seriously why is he always here, now Carl's breakfast?
Steve: Bet you hate when that happens.
Ian: There his tits, It's the only reason he eats eggs.
Debbie: He just licked that one!
Then Fiona walks back down the stairs, sighing at seeing all the unhealthy food on the table.
Fiona: Oh great, I'm trying to get them to eat a healthy breakfast.
Steve: I bought all the essential morning food groups: caffeine, sugar, lard.

Fiona: Has anybody seen Dad?
Debbie: He was asleep behind the armchair.
Fiona sighs and then we all get up and follow her into the living room as she looks behind the armchair.
Fiona: It's a tent. Why is there a tent in the living room?
Ian: Oh uh, drying it out. ROTC training in Wisconsin next week.
Debbie: I thought it was Dad. I left him this cup of coffee this morning. I thought i heard him say thanks.
Taylor: Oh Debs. Such a sweetheart.
I smile at her, she loves her dad. Even though he's an asshole.

Then we're all sat in the living room on the phone asking around about where Frank is. Then Karen arrives, i roll my eyes. I remember her, what a bitch. Then Lip closes his phone after making a call.
Fiona: Anything?
Ian: Nobody's seen him since last night.
Debbie starts whimpering, i'm sat next to Debbie whilst Ian is sat on the edge of the couch with his arm around me.
Fiona: Hey, Hey. Don't worry, Debs. We're gonna find him okay. We split up, all the regular spots okay? Go.
I go with Ian and we start asking around to see if anyone has seen him. We check all the 'regular' spots. Then me and Ian walk into Kevin and V's room to see Steve, Fiona and Veronica with her bare tits out.
Ian: Woah, Hey V!
Ian says smirking, i get jealous and grip his arm tighter. He looks down at me, i give him a sorru look.
Veronica: Hey Ian.
She says in a seductive tone, I love V but i am so fucking jealous right now.
Ian: Um, sorry. Fiona, Debbie needs you. It's bad.

We go into the Gallagher living room and we're all comforting Debbie sat on the table. She starts talking gibberish.
Ian: Uh, Holly thought she saw a body under the tracks on Halsted.
Fiona: What?
Steve: It's not him Debs, or the police would've contacted us by now.
Fiona: It's Holly sweetheart, she's been in third grade for four years. I'm gonna deck that little bitch.
Steve: Does that even make sense Debbie? Why would your dad be in Halsted when he lives in the opposite direction?
Lip: Uh depends- How was he looking when you, uh, left him in the Alibi room last night, Steve?
Fiona: When?
Steve: Uh.. Ten. Ten thirty. Went to apologise, bought him a drink, then went home.
Fiona: Why didn't you say?
Then Kevin walks through the door, we all turn our heads.
Kevin: Hey, can i talk to you?
Fiona: Yeah.
Kevin: They found a body under the El.

We all run to the crime scene, the officer won't let us any further.
Fiona: Do you know who that is?
Officer: Stay back, okay? Stay back.
Then we look around to all the people looking, I hold onto Ian's arm as he looks down at me. I put my head on his chest and then the officer turns the body and we see some random homeless man. Veronica screams and we all start cheering.
Steve: See i told you.
Fiona: Where the hell is he?